Hey hey!
Yes, it's been a while... But I honestly didn't have much substance to write about until now. Or at least, I can think of stuff to write now... Heh. Anyways...
I last blogged on Friday the 29th of March... Well... It's April now guys! Just.. In case you didn't know... And not much has really happened. Well, I somewhat lie. But it's mostly truth as well... But yeah. I shall try remember what I've done myself over the past few weeks.
My last blog post was the first day of the mid-semester break... Hmm... I don't remember doing much at all that week except seeing [K-Dawg] at some point of every single day. Literally. I don't know why we did that, cause it just made going back to Uni so much harder... I'm not saying I regret it, heck no! Just made me miss him that little bit more.. :P
So yeah... There are new boundaries (I dunno if I've mentioned this before) that involve us not being allowed at his place after his Mum has gone to bed; which I feel a bit bad over cause that is resulting in him coming to my place more often now, which means more money out of his pocket and me going stir crazy and not getting out of my own house often enough haha... It seems strange saying that, considering I live out at Uni during the weekdays but... My family drives me up the wall. I don't know if it's because three out of five of us are autistic, one is a "typical bratty teenager", and the last is a fed-up mother who is at her wits end... But I just don't like living with my family. I know that as soon as I move out, my perception will change because I'll see them less often and it'll be different... I mean, it's already changed since I moved out to Uni in the sense that I get along with my siblings more and have matured etc, but there's still a long way to go...
And it doesn't help when my mother is constantly telling me off for any small thing I do wrong; informing me that I'm not respecting the fact that she's paying for me to stay at Uni, and haven't gotten off my backside to find another job since Subway has gone /very/ downhill in the sense that I'm only getting 6.5 hours a week...
Anyways! Back to my initial point! Which was... Ummm... Oh yeah; so with the new boundaries being put in place it made it difficult to arrange [K-Dawg] coming to the Moulin Rouge themed club night this Friday. My parents were not keen on the idea of us doing an hour long trip after the club (this would be at around 2-3am); but there were issues surrounding temptation and things like that with him staying here at Uni. But, thankfully, it's all been organised! As initially proposed, I will be sleeping on [Bestiality]'s floor, and [K-Dawg] will have full access to my room (oh dear...); so we can get sleep and be much more awake for the trip back home the next day.
So yes... Moulin Rouge! Only the BIGGEST party of the year. Last year it was held in the second semester but it was apparently too cold, so they've moved it to this week instead. Hopefully plenty of people come, considering how little attention they're giving it... But I'm sure it'll be so much fun regardless! Always an interesting night with... Just as interesting outfits :P
Errrm. Not much else has really happened. [Bestiality] planted the idea that [K-Dawg] should take me out to my favourite restaurant just so he could see me in a dress he's taken a particular fancy too... Little did I know that our onesies were to arrive that day, as I wasn't expecting them for another week at least. Yes... I decided to (successfully) surprise [K-Dawg] with a lion onesie sent to his house, and I got myself a lioness one. I could tell when he turned up at my doorstep, before heading out to dinner, in his onesie that he was just a little bit in love with it hehe. But, we kept it on the fancier side of fashion as we went out; but as soon as we got back, it was straight into the onesies followed by board games with my family then just cuddling up to each other and acting like big cats really... ;D
I absolutely love it... Like... Oh my gosh! As soon as I put it on, the childish part of my brain switches on to high speed and I just feel like an overgrown kitten and act accordingly... It's so much fun, and I have no shame in saying this or any regret at all! Hehehe!
Also, most of you should know that I am running the uni choir this year and.. Well... It's not going so fantastically at the moment. I was so excited when I saw 12 people turn up to the first rehearsal; and the second had pretty much the same amount as well... We then had an event or two that stuffed us around a little, but now it's just me and two other dedicated attendees that turn up each week... We don't end up singing or anything because one girl feels uncomfortable with that; so we wait for half an hour or so, just talking about generic topics in the hope that people will walk up the stairs to the building... But it just isn't happening! And it's crushing! I've received three messages from girls saying they can't make it, one admitting that the work load was more stressful than they initially thought.
Now... Not to rant too much here but... There are two types of students. Crammers and studious ones. Studious students keep on top of their work all the time; and crammers, well, cram the day before generally... Whichever student you are, however, you should be able to make two hours out of your time on a Monday night. I mean... If you're studious, you'd have time on your hands cause you're on top of things. No student has so much work they are cramming 24/7 from the first week, surely? And if you're a crammer... You procrastinate! All the time! You're not doing anything better with your night!? Why not have some fun, and make some music? It just... I guess I just want to do as well as I can for the founder of this choir who moved to NSW (hence how I got captaincy basically..). Even our pianist, who we changed rehearsal nights from Tuesday to Monday for, hasn't attended the last two weeks... And the girl who's supposed to be in charge with me? Hasn't attended a single rehearsal yet. It's just really getting me down, cause I absolutely love music. It's my first true passion, and always will be. I'm aware that not everyone feels the same way I do about it; but if you sign up for something, why can't you stick with it..?
I had a bit of a chat with God just to vent a few frustrations over it, and I know things will work out... It's just hard to see past the initial descending fog that's clouding my judgement currently and just making me think negatively about the situation... I couldn't help but be uplifted though as I realised I was starting to transition into how I think my prayer method is gonna be... Singing.
I would just be chatting, then randomly sing a couple of lines, then go back... It was random, but it was fun. And definitely stress relieving. And, somewhat annoyingly but still cool, I did find I sounded better singing then and there. I went to my room after and was singing along with iTunes, but I found I didn't sound as good. It was odd, and again.. Slightly irritating, but that's just the perfectionist singer in me haha... But, I don't quite know what to think about it... I mean. I'm still so new to all this, so when I do discover new things it just enraptures me; and I find it so fascinating and yeah... So I thought I'd post my rambling on here to bore y'all with haha...
Moving on with a random memory. [K-Dawg] and I watched Les Miserables and cried... Just a little bit... That movie is so emotionally intense it's ridiculous! I also now have the entire soundtrack and give myself feels trips pretty much every day... Because I am a smart cookie like that.
Other random thing. A little over a month ago I started on the Pill (men, deal :P) purely to try and regulate my body more due to it being stuffed around since moving to Uni... And I recently just stopped taking it because I've noticed progressively worse side effects from it... The side effects I've gotten that relate to what I should look out for on the packet include weakness or numbness in any part of body (generally legs, and at times hands), severe pain in abdomen (not severe but still), and severe pain or swelling in either of legs (again, not severe; but pain in right leg..). It also mentions a couple of other things that I'm kind of considering might be potential but.. It could also be my paranoia kicking in... So yeah... I'm yet to actually see a doctor about it though. I'll get onto it soon, I promise... Eventually :P
Anyways.. If I stop making blog posts; y'all can assume I died from whatever I've now contracted from taking the damn pill... Why must it be so hard for us ladies?! Just why.
I can't think of much more at the moment that I've done with my life... Apart from eat way too much McDonald's... Like... It's ridiculous. I'm almost craving it every second night now, it's getting that bad. Thank goodness I have a fast metabolism, or I would be so fat right now; no joke! May as well make the most of it I guess until I get older and my metabolism slows down and I actually have to watch what I eat... Darn... :P
Ooooh; and I'm actually trying to get fit and stuffs. I went to Boot Camp & Boxing at Uni a few weeks back; but since starting on the pill and getting these side effects (not realising at the time), I stopped going out of fear that I'd put my body in too much stress... So... Once I sort out this issue; I shall hopefully be able to actually get my body into shape! By shape, I don't mean skinny... Cause I am plenty skinny and I know that. By shape I mean some form of muscle that's not the bare minimum that allows movement... I want my toned legs and arms back that I had a few years back!
I've also decided to participate in Live Below The Line this year... For those that don't know... Here is the website for it: https://www.livebelowtheline.com.au/
It basically involves me raising funds for people who live in extreme poverty by walking in their shoes for five days. I'll be eating on only $2 per day. For someone who eats as much as I like too... This is going to be incredibly difficult! But: it's an experience that I know will humble me and make me appreciate what I have. Those that know me on Facebook; I'll upload a link to my particular profile tomorrow if you wish to make a donation to the cause and me starving myself! I would post it on here but it reveals my actual name and everything; aaaaand, I'd much rather keep my privacy. So yeah! I'm hoping to raise $50 if possible; and it would be amazing if I could reach that, plus more if possible!
Aaand, I'm gonna stop pitching for the cause now and leave y'all be to your amazing lives! I'll write another post as soon as I have something worthwhile to chat about.
Until the future!
~A penny for your thoughts?~
Yes, it's been a while... But I honestly didn't have much substance to write about until now. Or at least, I can think of stuff to write now... Heh. Anyways...
I last blogged on Friday the 29th of March... Well... It's April now guys! Just.. In case you didn't know... And not much has really happened. Well, I somewhat lie. But it's mostly truth as well... But yeah. I shall try remember what I've done myself over the past few weeks.
My last blog post was the first day of the mid-semester break... Hmm... I don't remember doing much at all that week except seeing [K-Dawg] at some point of every single day. Literally. I don't know why we did that, cause it just made going back to Uni so much harder... I'm not saying I regret it, heck no! Just made me miss him that little bit more.. :P
So yeah... There are new boundaries (I dunno if I've mentioned this before) that involve us not being allowed at his place after his Mum has gone to bed; which I feel a bit bad over cause that is resulting in him coming to my place more often now, which means more money out of his pocket and me going stir crazy and not getting out of my own house often enough haha... It seems strange saying that, considering I live out at Uni during the weekdays but... My family drives me up the wall. I don't know if it's because three out of five of us are autistic, one is a "typical bratty teenager", and the last is a fed-up mother who is at her wits end... But I just don't like living with my family. I know that as soon as I move out, my perception will change because I'll see them less often and it'll be different... I mean, it's already changed since I moved out to Uni in the sense that I get along with my siblings more and have matured etc, but there's still a long way to go...
And it doesn't help when my mother is constantly telling me off for any small thing I do wrong; informing me that I'm not respecting the fact that she's paying for me to stay at Uni, and haven't gotten off my backside to find another job since Subway has gone /very/ downhill in the sense that I'm only getting 6.5 hours a week...
Anyways! Back to my initial point! Which was... Ummm... Oh yeah; so with the new boundaries being put in place it made it difficult to arrange [K-Dawg] coming to the Moulin Rouge themed club night this Friday. My parents were not keen on the idea of us doing an hour long trip after the club (this would be at around 2-3am); but there were issues surrounding temptation and things like that with him staying here at Uni. But, thankfully, it's all been organised! As initially proposed, I will be sleeping on [Bestiality]'s floor, and [K-Dawg] will have full access to my room (oh dear...); so we can get sleep and be much more awake for the trip back home the next day.
So yes... Moulin Rouge! Only the BIGGEST party of the year. Last year it was held in the second semester but it was apparently too cold, so they've moved it to this week instead. Hopefully plenty of people come, considering how little attention they're giving it... But I'm sure it'll be so much fun regardless! Always an interesting night with... Just as interesting outfits :P
Errrm. Not much else has really happened. [Bestiality] planted the idea that [K-Dawg] should take me out to my favourite restaurant just so he could see me in a dress he's taken a particular fancy too... Little did I know that our onesies were to arrive that day, as I wasn't expecting them for another week at least. Yes... I decided to (successfully) surprise [K-Dawg] with a lion onesie sent to his house, and I got myself a lioness one. I could tell when he turned up at my doorstep, before heading out to dinner, in his onesie that he was just a little bit in love with it hehe. But, we kept it on the fancier side of fashion as we went out; but as soon as we got back, it was straight into the onesies followed by board games with my family then just cuddling up to each other and acting like big cats really... ;D
I absolutely love it... Like... Oh my gosh! As soon as I put it on, the childish part of my brain switches on to high speed and I just feel like an overgrown kitten and act accordingly... It's so much fun, and I have no shame in saying this or any regret at all! Hehehe!
Also, most of you should know that I am running the uni choir this year and.. Well... It's not going so fantastically at the moment. I was so excited when I saw 12 people turn up to the first rehearsal; and the second had pretty much the same amount as well... We then had an event or two that stuffed us around a little, but now it's just me and two other dedicated attendees that turn up each week... We don't end up singing or anything because one girl feels uncomfortable with that; so we wait for half an hour or so, just talking about generic topics in the hope that people will walk up the stairs to the building... But it just isn't happening! And it's crushing! I've received three messages from girls saying they can't make it, one admitting that the work load was more stressful than they initially thought.
Now... Not to rant too much here but... There are two types of students. Crammers and studious ones. Studious students keep on top of their work all the time; and crammers, well, cram the day before generally... Whichever student you are, however, you should be able to make two hours out of your time on a Monday night. I mean... If you're studious, you'd have time on your hands cause you're on top of things. No student has so much work they are cramming 24/7 from the first week, surely? And if you're a crammer... You procrastinate! All the time! You're not doing anything better with your night!? Why not have some fun, and make some music? It just... I guess I just want to do as well as I can for the founder of this choir who moved to NSW (hence how I got captaincy basically..). Even our pianist, who we changed rehearsal nights from Tuesday to Monday for, hasn't attended the last two weeks... And the girl who's supposed to be in charge with me? Hasn't attended a single rehearsal yet. It's just really getting me down, cause I absolutely love music. It's my first true passion, and always will be. I'm aware that not everyone feels the same way I do about it; but if you sign up for something, why can't you stick with it..?
I had a bit of a chat with God just to vent a few frustrations over it, and I know things will work out... It's just hard to see past the initial descending fog that's clouding my judgement currently and just making me think negatively about the situation... I couldn't help but be uplifted though as I realised I was starting to transition into how I think my prayer method is gonna be... Singing.
I would just be chatting, then randomly sing a couple of lines, then go back... It was random, but it was fun. And definitely stress relieving. And, somewhat annoyingly but still cool, I did find I sounded better singing then and there. I went to my room after and was singing along with iTunes, but I found I didn't sound as good. It was odd, and again.. Slightly irritating, but that's just the perfectionist singer in me haha... But, I don't quite know what to think about it... I mean. I'm still so new to all this, so when I do discover new things it just enraptures me; and I find it so fascinating and yeah... So I thought I'd post my rambling on here to bore y'all with haha...
Moving on with a random memory. [K-Dawg] and I watched Les Miserables and cried... Just a little bit... That movie is so emotionally intense it's ridiculous! I also now have the entire soundtrack and give myself feels trips pretty much every day... Because I am a smart cookie like that.
Other random thing. A little over a month ago I started on the Pill (men, deal :P) purely to try and regulate my body more due to it being stuffed around since moving to Uni... And I recently just stopped taking it because I've noticed progressively worse side effects from it... The side effects I've gotten that relate to what I should look out for on the packet include weakness or numbness in any part of body (generally legs, and at times hands), severe pain in abdomen (not severe but still), and severe pain or swelling in either of legs (again, not severe; but pain in right leg..). It also mentions a couple of other things that I'm kind of considering might be potential but.. It could also be my paranoia kicking in... So yeah... I'm yet to actually see a doctor about it though. I'll get onto it soon, I promise... Eventually :P
Anyways.. If I stop making blog posts; y'all can assume I died from whatever I've now contracted from taking the damn pill... Why must it be so hard for us ladies?! Just why.
I can't think of much more at the moment that I've done with my life... Apart from eat way too much McDonald's... Like... It's ridiculous. I'm almost craving it every second night now, it's getting that bad. Thank goodness I have a fast metabolism, or I would be so fat right now; no joke! May as well make the most of it I guess until I get older and my metabolism slows down and I actually have to watch what I eat... Darn... :P
Ooooh; and I'm actually trying to get fit and stuffs. I went to Boot Camp & Boxing at Uni a few weeks back; but since starting on the pill and getting these side effects (not realising at the time), I stopped going out of fear that I'd put my body in too much stress... So... Once I sort out this issue; I shall hopefully be able to actually get my body into shape! By shape, I don't mean skinny... Cause I am plenty skinny and I know that. By shape I mean some form of muscle that's not the bare minimum that allows movement... I want my toned legs and arms back that I had a few years back!
I've also decided to participate in Live Below The Line this year... For those that don't know... Here is the website for it: https://www.livebelowtheline.com.au/
It basically involves me raising funds for people who live in extreme poverty by walking in their shoes for five days. I'll be eating on only $2 per day. For someone who eats as much as I like too... This is going to be incredibly difficult! But: it's an experience that I know will humble me and make me appreciate what I have. Those that know me on Facebook; I'll upload a link to my particular profile tomorrow if you wish to make a donation to the cause and me starving myself! I would post it on here but it reveals my actual name and everything; aaaaand, I'd much rather keep my privacy. So yeah! I'm hoping to raise $50 if possible; and it would be amazing if I could reach that, plus more if possible!
Aaand, I'm gonna stop pitching for the cause now and leave y'all be to your amazing lives! I'll write another post as soon as I have something worthwhile to chat about.
Until the future!
~A penny for your thoughts?~
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