"WHAT ABOUT THE CHICKENS?!?!?!"
Hi guys :3
The first line was a quote from the hilarious Carl Barron by the way. That night was so much fun! We went to Sizzler for dinner, headed over to the beloved QPAC to listen to a jazz band play, before heading into the Lyric Theatre for an hour and a half with no laughing break! I think the maximum amount of time I went without laughing was... One minute? And that was because I physically couldn't laugh at that point my stomach and face hurt that much. I was sitting there in pain, but still in a laughing fit. It was an interesting site let me tell ya...
So, uhm, guys... I set myself the entire weekend (just gone) to work on my three assignments, right? So what did I do..? Go on Facebook, MSN, and listen to music the entire time... I did a teensy bit of Chemistry and opened up websites for English. But that was the extent of it. For some reason my brain just would not switch on or get even the tiniest bit motivated to work. It's never been this bad before! Usually, in the end, I can always muster up something to do some form of work;but not this time.
But it hasn't even fazed me one bit really. That's another concerning thing. It is clear that the sight of the finish line is powerfully demotivating. Oh, and the lovely inboxes I received from one of [Carl]'s friends on the weekend.
I have pretty much never spoken to this girl in my life. Ever. The last time we 'spoke' was another hateful inbox sent from her to me. Most of these inboxes involve the overuse of the word 'slut' and multiple swear words, and is to do with how I 'stuff' up everyone's life and how I'm mentally 'stuffed' up etc. My assumption both times is that she is referring to the current situation [Carl] and I are in. Which, in this current case, makes absolutely no sense.
I am not affecting her in anyway, and [Carl] and I are now broken up and happily friends... So what issue does she have with me? Clearly a big one because she continues to inbox me calling me pathetic for not replying or going to [Carl] in an attempt to make her stop messaging me. I haven't done a thing to her, and I am just being the stronger one not replying to her, but the thing is... Every time I see my Facebook tab saying "Facebook (1)" I feel a rush of terror flood through me because I instantly worry if it's another inbox from her.
To be honest, it just irritates me that she thinks she can talk to me like that. Then again, she only tends to do these inboxes when she is drunk. Yeah. She drinks a lot and does the most stupid of things when she's drunk. But does she learn? Of course not. But that's not my problem.
I'm trying not to be nasty to her, but it's hard to be nice or "see the nice traits in her" when she hasn't given me an opportunity to see anything nice. The only experiences I've had with her have been negative. And I, for one, am sick of copping everything from [Carl]'s girl friends who feel that they HAVE to run and tell him absolutely anything or everything [Riot!] and I do. I am not doing anything wrong. [Carl] doesn't care/want to hear it. So What. Is. The. Point?
Moving on...
Today marks the first day of Week 5 of Term 4... EVER! I have only three weeks left! Woo! LOL JOKES I still have three assignments and two exams... =.= I'm actually kinda worried about the exams only because nothing is sinking in... Well, Biology I generally understand the stuff, but none of it is really staying with me once I leave the classroom... And Maths... Oh Maths... How I dislike thee so. I just don't understand it.
The Chemistry assignment is boring me... It's alternative sources of energy! =.= The Physics assignment is alright, I guess. It's just that I know that there are a lot of calculations that are going to be involved... And the English assignment is just annoying. I mean, I chose the topic (deforestation of the Mabira rain forest in Uganda) so it interests me, but the genre is irritating and I'm feeling pressure from [Noodleton] to get a good grade because supposedly I'm "on the cusp" of B+/A- even though I've gotten one B+ this year, two A's and the rest A-'s. But it's "all about the criteria" supposedly. Sometimes when I feel pressured though, it makes me kinda shut down and not do the work. Which really isn't good! :P
Well... I don't feel as though there is any more to add currently and I have assignments to do, so I end my post here.
~Give us life again, cause we just wanna be whole~
Hi guys :3
The first line was a quote from the hilarious Carl Barron by the way. That night was so much fun! We went to Sizzler for dinner, headed over to the beloved QPAC to listen to a jazz band play, before heading into the Lyric Theatre for an hour and a half with no laughing break! I think the maximum amount of time I went without laughing was... One minute? And that was because I physically couldn't laugh at that point my stomach and face hurt that much. I was sitting there in pain, but still in a laughing fit. It was an interesting site let me tell ya...
So, uhm, guys... I set myself the entire weekend (just gone) to work on my three assignments, right? So what did I do..? Go on Facebook, MSN, and listen to music the entire time... I did a teensy bit of Chemistry and opened up websites for English. But that was the extent of it. For some reason my brain just would not switch on or get even the tiniest bit motivated to work. It's never been this bad before! Usually, in the end, I can always muster up something to do some form of work;but not this time.
But it hasn't even fazed me one bit really. That's another concerning thing. It is clear that the sight of the finish line is powerfully demotivating. Oh, and the lovely inboxes I received from one of [Carl]'s friends on the weekend.
I have pretty much never spoken to this girl in my life. Ever. The last time we 'spoke' was another hateful inbox sent from her to me. Most of these inboxes involve the overuse of the word 'slut' and multiple swear words, and is to do with how I 'stuff' up everyone's life and how I'm mentally 'stuffed' up etc. My assumption both times is that she is referring to the current situation [Carl] and I are in. Which, in this current case, makes absolutely no sense.
I am not affecting her in anyway, and [Carl] and I are now broken up and happily friends... So what issue does she have with me? Clearly a big one because she continues to inbox me calling me pathetic for not replying or going to [Carl] in an attempt to make her stop messaging me. I haven't done a thing to her, and I am just being the stronger one not replying to her, but the thing is... Every time I see my Facebook tab saying "Facebook (1)" I feel a rush of terror flood through me because I instantly worry if it's another inbox from her.
To be honest, it just irritates me that she thinks she can talk to me like that. Then again, she only tends to do these inboxes when she is drunk. Yeah. She drinks a lot and does the most stupid of things when she's drunk. But does she learn? Of course not. But that's not my problem.
I'm trying not to be nasty to her, but it's hard to be nice or "see the nice traits in her" when she hasn't given me an opportunity to see anything nice. The only experiences I've had with her have been negative. And I, for one, am sick of copping everything from [Carl]'s girl friends who feel that they HAVE to run and tell him absolutely anything or everything [Riot!] and I do. I am not doing anything wrong. [Carl] doesn't care/want to hear it. So What. Is. The. Point?
Moving on...
Today marks the first day of Week 5 of Term 4... EVER! I have only three weeks left! Woo! LOL JOKES I still have three assignments and two exams... =.= I'm actually kinda worried about the exams only because nothing is sinking in... Well, Biology I generally understand the stuff, but none of it is really staying with me once I leave the classroom... And Maths... Oh Maths... How I dislike thee so. I just don't understand it.
The Chemistry assignment is boring me... It's alternative sources of energy! =.= The Physics assignment is alright, I guess. It's just that I know that there are a lot of calculations that are going to be involved... And the English assignment is just annoying. I mean, I chose the topic (deforestation of the Mabira rain forest in Uganda) so it interests me, but the genre is irritating and I'm feeling pressure from [Noodleton] to get a good grade because supposedly I'm "on the cusp" of B+/A- even though I've gotten one B+ this year, two A's and the rest A-'s. But it's "all about the criteria" supposedly. Sometimes when I feel pressured though, it makes me kinda shut down and not do the work. Which really isn't good! :P
Well... I don't feel as though there is any more to add currently and I have assignments to do, so I end my post here.
~Give us life again, cause we just wanna be whole~
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