Thursday, 27 October 2011

Music and Ice-Cream and Pain, Oh My!

Guys... I strongly suggest y'all listen to a group called VersaEmerge. Especially the song Fixed At Zero. [Riot!] introduced me to them and, though I have only found two songs of theirs that I like so far, they are quite good and the music is interestingly different. Well, at least I think it is!

ANYWHO!

I must talk about this because the cheesiness of it is literally bursting out of me...
My boss and his wife are one of the most adorable couples I have ever seen! :3

When at work, I constantly see [Boss] give his wife adoring looks or she's feeding him food at random points... Even when they are fighting, it doesn't last long because it instantly diffuses between them!

#Random note# They want to open an ice cream / lolly shop! Asdfghjkl. They are so awesome o.O

Anyways... They got me in the mood where I stare glassy-eyed off into the distance thinking about things I would love to have in a relationship and stuff like that... Ya know. A girly thing to do :P
BUT I shall not go into that, because A) I can't be bothered, and B) It's a lot to write, and C) It would probably bore the heck out of you! Heh.

So I was just casually on the phone to [Carl] the other night when Adelaide was brought up and I suddenly started crying and babbling on about the things I missed, why I missed it, etc. [Carl] took this as I hated being here in Queensland and didn't like meeting him, memories here, etc. Which made it worse. Which was great.

I am tempted to write about everything I miss on here too, but I won't for the same reasons as above ^.^ I just wanted to mention it because I needed a little venting about it... I've been feeling really reminiscent lately, which has resulted in a lot of mood swings. I mean, a lot... o.O

So ... I actually have no idea why I started this blog post! I guess I just wanted to vent about my boss and his wife, ehehe. Too cute...

Uhmmm. School's over soon. Three weeks in fact. I have barely started any assessment... My motivation is so bad right now... But can you blame meeee? Three weeks left! Ahhhhhh! I am soooo excited!
I am trying to only be excited, because I know I'm going to get all sentimental and cry on the last day, and I'll look like a mess... So to save me some embarrassment I will restrain myself to that one day to make a fool of myself!

We have to vote for the school leaders for next year... To be honest, I couldn't really care. I mean, I'm not here so why does it matter? Teacher's have double vote regardless. And, to be frank, the current Year 11's aren't the best bunch of kids to choose from. I mean, yes there are some good kids in there, but overall... The group is kinda worrying. Then again, Year 10 and 11 are looking better than Year 9 downwards... Man... Generation Y/Z scare me. Well the youngest of Generation Y I mean. Because everyone round my age is so much better! ;D

Listening to For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic by Paramore. I love this song way too much... I have listened to it so many times, yet have not been bothered to listen to the lyrics as a whole and figure out the entire meaning of the song... Then again, I do that with most songs nowadays... I'm incredibly slack. :P
The line that usually strikes a chord in me with above said song is "I put my faith in you, so much faith, and then you, just threw it away".

No idea why to be perfectly honest with you. I guess it could be because you can sing it with so many different emotions and it would still apply. And I personally love adding emotion to a song when I sing it :3 Yeah... I have tons of fun haha.

So, I'm seeing Carl Barron tomorrow night at with [Carl] (LOL! THEY HAZ SAME NAME! Move on [Miss Invisible]...). I don't want to seem materialistic, but I am glad we stayed friends because we've had these tickets booked since April, and I really REALLY want to see him :3 When we broke up, his parents didn't want me to go and were going to look for someone else to go with, but he convinced them to let me go so... I mean, being around his parents is going to be awkward as heck, but still... CARL BARRON! WOO!
At least I know I'll always have his brother... No matter what happens between [Carl] and I, [Carl]'s brother will always be like my little brother. The annoying, funny, non-Aspergian brother I never had. :P We have inside jokes, and we get along really well which I like; but it has resulted in me adoring him and treating him as my own brother.

Woo! Domino by Jessie J! Heh. Sorry, I just really like this song. If I didn't have a sore throat I would be attempting to do those awesome high bits she does that I know are a lot more complicated than they seem. *Sigh* That is one thing irritating me at the moment. My throat. I mean... What the heck? I've had this for almost a year! I've tried antibiotics and the usual Betadine gargles... They normally work! But not this time...

I'm scared to go to the doctor's in case it's something insanely serious that could potentially involve needles or surgery or anything... I have never really had to go through much pain in my life. Never broken a bone, never done anything to serious to myself. Unfortunately, living this pain-free life has caused me to have an incredibly low pain-tolerance and a fear of anything surgical.
I know that I should go to the doctor, and I will... Eventually... Maybe after my assignments are due. I mean if I'm going to die or something, I may as well wait till I've finished my final assessments ever! :P

And I will finish this post here as it is almost break time, and I am hungry. Yes, I am writing this in a Chemistry class, but don't judge me. It's difficult to work on an assignment when the school's internet blocks most of the websites you actually need to complete it. =.=

~His blood is on your hands, now no one can save my heart...~

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