So I was a good girl for half a week... LOL JOKES! I've only managed to shut up for one day out of the first week of vocal rest. Today I tried a bit of singing in Chamber Singer rehearsal and I sounded terrible, and when I called my Nanna up five minutes ago to wish her a happy birthday she said "Do you have a cold?". It's good to know my vocal chords are THAT bad! =.=
I am so worried about One... I really want my voice to have recovered by then, but even then, I have this nasty feeling my voice won't recover properly in time to produce the sound I want too! :S My very first solo, the moment I've been waiting for, and I go and screw up my vocal chords... /Facepalm/
So ummm... I broke up with [Riot!] yesterday... At least, I'm pretty sure I did. I mean... I gave him a note (considering I shouldn't be talking), and he hasn't come near me since... :/
This sucks. I mean... I did break up with him, but I have my reasons. And those are that we seemed to be better as friends! I guess things just weren't the same when we started going out... And because I've been spoilt with previous boyfriends, I tend to expect way too much now! Which is a horrible thing to do, because look at where it's gotten me! =.=
Don't get me wrong, I still adore [Riot!] and so badly want to stay friends with him; but I realise that I've probably lost him for good now... Which hurts, it really does. He means a lot to me! And we've been through a lot together...
Okay, if none of you completely understood what I just ranted on about here it is in simple terms.
Went out with [Riot!] -> Realised that we just weren't meant to be more than friends -> Broke up with him -> Still want to be friends, but he doesn't even want to talk -> =/
On a more positive note, my dog Beau is the most adorable, goofball ever! ^.^
I swear he knows exactly when I'm feeling down, and comes running in with a stupid grin on his face and jumps all over and is all "I love you [Miss Invisible]! Do you love me? Love me! Love ME! Heheheh, that feels good, keep patting me... Don't stop! What the heck!?!?!"
Yeah. I loves my Beau ^.^
Ahem, anyways... I had a job interview at McDonald's this afternoon... I failed epically ^.^ It was quite funny. I completely froze on a question that is asked by every single freaking hiring manager... I told myself potential answers throughout the day, and still managed to have a complete mind blank! =.= Oh and she was all, we're going to go to the drive-thru so I can see how you go about serving customers etc. Something along those lines. I can't remember because I was too busy trying not to laugh at this woman's facial expression when she drives up to the window to see, not someone in a Macca's uniform, but some random chick in her school uniform... :P I love the hiring manager though because she was all "Aaaaaand now we run away before we get stuck with 10 cars at the drive-thru" and proceeds to literally run away from the window back to where the original interview was left.
LOLZ.
So um yeah, I don't know what the point of this post was. I guess I had to vent about a couple of issues... And gush over my baby, Beau ^.^
~You're out of my life, it cuts me like a knife~
I am so worried about One... I really want my voice to have recovered by then, but even then, I have this nasty feeling my voice won't recover properly in time to produce the sound I want too! :S My very first solo, the moment I've been waiting for, and I go and screw up my vocal chords... /Facepalm/
So ummm... I broke up with [Riot!] yesterday... At least, I'm pretty sure I did. I mean... I gave him a note (considering I shouldn't be talking), and he hasn't come near me since... :/
This sucks. I mean... I did break up with him, but I have my reasons. And those are that we seemed to be better as friends! I guess things just weren't the same when we started going out... And because I've been spoilt with previous boyfriends, I tend to expect way too much now! Which is a horrible thing to do, because look at where it's gotten me! =.=
Don't get me wrong, I still adore [Riot!] and so badly want to stay friends with him; but I realise that I've probably lost him for good now... Which hurts, it really does. He means a lot to me! And we've been through a lot together...
Okay, if none of you completely understood what I just ranted on about here it is in simple terms.
Went out with [Riot!] -> Realised that we just weren't meant to be more than friends -> Broke up with him -> Still want to be friends, but he doesn't even want to talk -> =/
On a more positive note, my dog Beau is the most adorable, goofball ever! ^.^
I swear he knows exactly when I'm feeling down, and comes running in with a stupid grin on his face and jumps all over and is all "I love you [Miss Invisible]! Do you love me? Love me! Love ME! Heheheh, that feels good, keep patting me... Don't stop! What the heck!?!?!"
Yeah. I loves my Beau ^.^
Ahem, anyways... I had a job interview at McDonald's this afternoon... I failed epically ^.^ It was quite funny. I completely froze on a question that is asked by every single freaking hiring manager... I told myself potential answers throughout the day, and still managed to have a complete mind blank! =.= Oh and she was all, we're going to go to the drive-thru so I can see how you go about serving customers etc. Something along those lines. I can't remember because I was too busy trying not to laugh at this woman's facial expression when she drives up to the window to see, not someone in a Macca's uniform, but some random chick in her school uniform... :P I love the hiring manager though because she was all "Aaaaaand now we run away before we get stuck with 10 cars at the drive-thru" and proceeds to literally run away from the window back to where the original interview was left.
LOLZ.
So um yeah, I don't know what the point of this post was. I guess I had to vent about a couple of issues... And gush over my baby, Beau ^.^
~You're out of my life, it cuts me like a knife~
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