It Hurts!

So I was a good girl for half a week... LOL JOKES! I've only managed to shut up for one day out of the first week of vocal rest. Today I tried a bit of singing in Chamber Singer rehearsal and I sounded terrible, and when I called my Nanna up five minutes ago to wish her a happy birthday she said "Do you have a cold?". It's good to know my vocal chords are THAT bad! =.=


I am so worried about One... I really want my voice to have recovered by then, but even then, I have this nasty feeling my voice won't recover properly in time to produce the sound I want too! :S My very first solo, the moment I've been waiting for, and I go and screw up my vocal chords... /Facepalm/


So ummm... I broke up with [Riot!] yesterday... At least, I'm pretty sure I did. I mean... I gave him a note (considering I shouldn't be talking), and he hasn't come near me since... :/


This sucks. I mean... I did break up with him, but I have my reasons. And those are that we seemed to be better as friends! I guess things just weren't the same when we started going out... And because I've been spoilt with previous boyfriends, I tend to expect way too much now! Which is a horrible thing to do, because look at where it's gotten me! =.=


Don't get me wrong, I still adore [Riot!] and so badly want to stay friends with him; but I realise that I've probably lost him for good now... Which hurts, it really does. He means a lot to me! And we've been through a lot together...


Okay, if none of you completely understood what I just ranted on about here it is in simple terms.


Went out with [Riot!] -> Realised that we just weren't meant to be more than friends -> Broke up with him -> Still want to be friends, but he doesn't even want to talk -> =/


On a more positive note, my dog Beau is the most adorable, goofball ever! ^.^


I swear he knows exactly when I'm feeling down, and comes running in with a stupid grin on his face and jumps all over and is all "I love you [Miss Invisible]! Do you love me? Love me! Love ME! Heheheh, that feels good, keep patting me... Don't stop! What the heck!?!?!"


Yeah. I loves my Beau ^.^


Ahem, anyways... I had a job interview at McDonald's this afternoon... I failed epically ^.^ It was quite funny. I completely froze on a question that is asked by every single freaking hiring manager... I told myself potential answers throughout the day, and still managed to have a complete mind blank! =.= Oh and she was all, we're going to go to the drive-thru so I can see how you go about serving customers etc. Something along those lines. I can't remember because I was too busy trying not to laugh at this woman's facial expression when she drives up to the window to see, not someone in a Macca's uniform, but some random chick in her school uniform... :P I love the hiring manager though because she was all "Aaaaaand now we run away before we get stuck with 10 cars at the drive-thru" and proceeds to literally run away from the window back to where the original interview was left.


LOLZ.


So um yeah, I don't know what the point of this post was. I guess I had to vent about a couple of issues... And gush over my baby, Beau ^.^


~You're out of my life, it cuts me like a knife~

Calm Down Suzie Baby...

Yesterday a group of fifteen TSAC'ers headed to the St Lucia campus of the University of Queensland... We went by, wait for it... MAXI TAXI! Because we are just that epic, word.


So anyways, my first thoughts walking into UQ went a little something like this...


$#@&!!! THIS PLACE IS MASSIVE! ZOMG I'M GONNA GET LOST HERE! I'M A LONER IN THE FIRST TWO SESSIONS WHAT THE HECK AM I GONNA DO?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!


Yeah... Turns out they had guides leading us around which was incredibly helpful! Especially my first guide... Ehehehehe... Why hello there! And what are you studying here? :P Unfortunately, I didn't have the balls to ask him... It's not like I'd be studying on that campus next year anyways (totes devo) so I'm never gonna see him again /Dramatic sigh/.


But seriously, thank goodness I'm going to go to the Gatton campus! It's gonna be smaller, which I shall find a lot better than walking around that giant of a campus! =.=


So yeah, my first session was Taste Testing As A Part Of Your Day Job which turned out to be quite fun. Our speakers were called Honest and Priscilla, and I made three new friends within five minutes! Mostly because we were put in a waiting room together with a few minutes of nothing to do... But talk! ^.^ All I recall doing is watching a couple of videos on stuffs, listen to Honest talk about burnt milk and tastebuds... I don't think there was really a point to what he was saying, but he's cool anyways! And eating chips and tim tams... Ehehe. Why else would I choose such a session up first?


Next was A Diverse Career With Animals which of course was my main one that I was hanging out for. My speaker was this really nice guy called Sky (or Skye? Eh) and he really helped me decide what I want to do! I mean, things are still a teensy bit sketchy but I'm more grounded with what I want to do...


I AM GOING TO BE A VET! Yeah, I've always wanted to be a vet, but a year or two ago I gave up that dream because an OP 1 is impossible for me to achieve. So my second choice was then a Dual Degree in Agribusiness and Applied Science (majoring in Animal Science and Wildlife Management). But while sitting that lecture, my passion for veterinary science was re-awakened and Sky kept saying how there are back doors in.


So! I have decided! I shall do the Dual Degree like I still want to do. I'm not sure if I'll go through with the whole four years, or cut it off after one (given that I get a GPA of 5.8). I only need to do one year then transfer into Vet Science, but it depends on how much I enjoy the Dual Degree... Oh and the trip to an Asian country in the fourth year is a major keeper for me ^.^


So yeah, I won't know until halfway through next year but it's all G! There's no rush...


Last was A Backstage Pass: Organising A Rock Festival. Yeah I almost fell asleep with this one... It was to do with Events Management which is more [Phantomess]'s kinda thang... I only chose it because it was the most interesting thing for me... Similar to Session 1 really.


So yeah, we got back to school after that to find that English Extension had been cancelled... HECK YEAH! I mean, gosh that sucked... ^.^ 


I was in a good mood! I got home all cheerful! I would have been singing, but I can't... Damn you vocal rest! =.= So yeah, all happy like until I got on my laptop and saw that I had a Facebook inbox from [Carl]. I flipped out. Literally! I jumped, almost screamed and ran across the room hyperventilating and death glaring the laptop. (Yes, I enjoy being melodramatic). All it said was "so hows things......" But that one sentence sent my mind into a whirlwind of confusion and stress...


I won't go into details, but the conversation ended with him requesting me at the school bubbler's this morning so he could vent his anger onto me; the object of his anger and frustration. A part of me understood that he needed to do it, another part of me was like asdfghjkl can I not go through it please? 


But of course I did. It wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be... For some reason I thought he would come up and slap me and start yelling profanities... Thankfully he didn't. But what he did do was remind me (for the thousandth time) what I did and how I hurt him and everything, and asking me 20 questions. Which I found irritating because he should have moved on by now... Because I had, but now he's brought me back to square one. I'm rethinking and over thinking everything again, and doubting whether I made the right decision.


I mean, I miss aspects of our relationship. How could I not? It doesn't exactly help when I'm now with someone who hasn't had a girlfriend before me... Not that I'm blaming him, it's clearly not his fault! I guess the adjustment is really taking it's toll... To the point where I'm unsure what I want. I seem to have difficulties when it comes to things like this... =.= I never know what I have till it's gone; and I guess I'm one of those people where if I want something, I'll go after it, but once I have it I want something else... Then I get whatever that is but miss what I used to have. I'm so messed up right now, I have no idea what I'm going to do...


Ahem, moving on... This afternoon at school the year 12's were told we had this QCS practice thingy... SO we head in and there's this guy... My first honest thought when I first saw him and heard him speak? 'He's  a fuddy duddy snob who could be gay..." But no, he's married... But the snob part is correct. He was insulting pretty much every school except for Brisbane Girls because they're the top or something... He was incredibly over-the-top and (personally) he tended to use wrong tone of voice in situations... At one point he said "there's always one stupid ranga" referring to a guy in my class; and continued to refer to him as Ranga for half the time until he decided it was worth learning his name.


The title is one line I distinctly remember him saying... Suzie is his wife... Yeah, the way he said that line was quite creepy... As well as him saying at least twice, can you pee? Referring to the PEEL paragraphing technique... It was just weird. Just weird. I don't feel sorry for the year 11's (potentially year 10 and onwards too?) who will be getting him more next year. Heh.


So this fine evening what am I doing? Well... Facebook, iTunes and Blogger really. That's how much of a life I have! :P But I am hoping I can plan an outing with someone to go see the last Harry Potter movie this weekend, as well as go to an Expo. I guess homework fits in there somewhere ^.^


~I've been there, I thought she was the one, until I realised that she was gone...~

Can You Seriously Be Any More Immature?

Today was the first day of the third term at my school... And wow did I have mixed feelings all day! Like a yo-yo. Literally.

Okay, my day started at 6am (ew) so I could get to school at 7:10am because the Symphonic band was supposed to perform in the Assembly and that was the latest I could get there to ensure I was on time for the pre-show rehearsal. Turned out there was no Assembly. Oh that's cool! Just wake me up early for no damn reason! =.=

First up I had a Spare lesson. Yay for spares at the very start of a term so I can do no work! :D So yeah, I ended up chillbanging with ma peeps that lesson... We mostly checked out the Uni courses we're currently considering and looked at a couple of our assessment items coming up this term (depressingly).

English was supposed to be next but instead we had a guy called Adam (nickname - Dipper - see [GoJo], at least I can remember his name! ;P) from Elevate Education talking to us about new methods of memorising info... I don't know about everyone else, but all I can remember is a knight in shining armour resuscitating me and men - snake... Hehehehehehe good times giggling with [GoJo] about that one! ^.^

Morning Tea was good because I got to spend it with friends (FINALLY!). Well... It WAS good... Up until the last couple of minutes where I went to go ask [That Dancer Chick] is choir was definitely on this afternoon... She, as well as [Italy!] and another of her friends were sitting with [Carl]. I started talking to [TDC], but felt the cold shoulder from [Carl] the entire time... And by that I mean he was turned in the complete opposite direction of me and didn't say a word. The only time he spoke was after he looked at his watch. He then said "Well it's class time we better go" then left faster than I've seen anyone leave for a while...

This hurt me. I mean, I get that he's not the biggest fan of me at the moment, and I don't expect him to be! But the fact that he couldn't even face me. (FACE ME LIKE A MAN!) <- Pretty sure that was what I was thinking the entire time... It's childish really. Utterly childish. After two years of being together he can't even acknowledge that I exist. This shocks me to the point that it kinda hurts... Oh, but it makes me kinda laugh at the same time because it's so immature! And I am going to lurrrrrve watching his "oh-so-great" acting for One... Remembering that we are 'married' in it. Let's see how he gets through that one aye?

So yeah back to my oh-so-interesting day... Maths was after the break, and for the first half I was sitting there not understanding the work, which made me feel stupid; which then made me almost begin crying in class. (Yeah I was emotional today guyz, no idea why). But then I started to get it which made me feel better... But still gotta long way to go!

Chemistry followed which was uneventful... Though we're learning about drugs this term! ;) Ehehehe... Sadly, it's the organic kind... /Sigh/ First they don't let us have alcohol when learning about it last term, and now they won't let us learn about the real stuff! :P I keed, I keed...

Lunch was spent with [Riot!] talking about how his English teacher asked if he knew what love felt like, as a teenager... This was followed by him saying "and not with your hands"... I wasn't there, but all I can say is... LOL! Gotta love the teachers at our school... ^.^ So yeah, I think that's the only thing I can remember from Lunch... :P

Physics was okay, we watched YouTube. It was educational mmkay? It was about Nuclear Fusion... Or something. I lost focus after a while... Mainly near the end when [Clearly Unfocused] and I were telling [nath_alex01] off for being racist against the physicist in the video...

After school was spent singing at Choir. It was going fairly well up until my voice decided to go "HAHA JOKES! I'ma play games wit chu". Which is understandable... I have had a sore throat for about three months now, but it's hard to get rid of it when I have vocal groups as well as my One solo demanding my voice... I went to the doctor's (again) this afternoon. I went a couple of weeks ago and was given antibiotics. Today she told me that last time I had a 'bite' of Laryngitis, but this time there isn't anything really wrong. So we came to the conclusion that I've just strained my voice by continuing to sing and talk excessively more than I should have been... Which I agree! I've cut back my singing, but I still sing more than I should... So now I am going on complete vocal rest for the next couple of weeks so /hopefully/ my voice will have recovered in time for my solo performance! (Literally I think I will have just under a week to practice once my rest ends...)

Yeah... I'm already irritated at the fact that I can't sing and it's been four hours... This is going to be fun! =.=

~There goes phone calls with the best friend...~

Festivale!

Yesterday (after goodness how long I've been waiting) I went to go see the Abbey Medieval Festival.


Oh. My. Gosh.


There is absolutely no doubt in my mind that I will go next year!!! It is absolutely amazing! I can't begin to describe it! x3

Umm well to start with? The atmosphere! You can tell that everyone there (apart from maybe the bratty kids, but they're always like that) wanted to be there and was interested in what was there... And some of the costumes were awesome!!! There were some where it was like "Woah, bitch please... Put that away". Well maybe not quite that bad :P But there were also some where I was like ":O I can haz? Now?"


There was a jousting championship being held throughout the day and I watched the first session. There were two guys and a girl from Poland, and a girl from NSW, Australia... Let's just say I was going for the Aussie :3 She got through as well as one of the Polish guys, but I don't know who won the final championship thingy at the end of the day, because I would have been somewhere else...


One of the main reasons I went was to see [Riot!] fence; as well as hunt for a birthday present for him... Let's just say the hunt was fruitless =.= Must he be so annoying to buy for?!?!?! Maybe he wouldn't be so annoying if he weren't buying things throughout the day, leaving me with less options... Ugh. But I wasn't thinking about that when he was actually fencing... :3


What!?!? Don't tell me you wouldn't be distracted if you're boyfriend (ignore this next bit if you're a straight male) was fencing (you know, like fighting with a sword) in an outfit that's not too shabby... Ehehehe ^.^ Oh? I'm the only one? Eh, whatever... I like me some eye candy ^.^ Okay, I'm gonna shut up now...


LOL JOKES! I still have shiz to talk about :3 LOL at your life readers!


Ahem. Anyways... [Riot!] showed me around to a few stalls and one of the jewellery ones caught my eye... So what did I do? Well... After 10 minutes of having a mental battle over two similar necklaces I wanted which were both pentagrams, I chose one with... A fairy! Damn straight!


Shut up... I love fairies!!! For as long as I can remember I've always had an interest in them... I even have a collection of fairy figurines I used to play with... But I don't collect them anymore! Pfft, that would be just childish... :P Though I will admit some still catch my eye every now and again /Facepalm/ I really need to grow up...

So anyways, this fairy is silver with a gold dress, and gold shoes and hair. It's a kinda chunky sort of necklace with a long chain. Both of those aspects I normally hate on a necklace, but this one is different somehow. Ever since I bought it, I've kinda fallen in love with it :3 I didn't even want to take it off last night when I went to go to sleep! I did though, because I don't want to break it or anything... I could even go as far as saying I honestly feel as though I am wearing a guardian angel type thing around my neck... I have no idea how or why! I bought this necklace yesterday... The initial reason behind it was to stop the pentagram quarrel with myself... Now I can't see me wearing anything else! :P

Ahem, I really should move on... Gypsies! Yeah there were gypsies at Abbey. Not that I necessarily believe in what they believe in, but I found their dresses and jewelerry pretty, and what they slept in was small, but cute and quaint. Not that you'd catch me in them... No power points or internet!?!? Schhh no thank you!


Oh and there were at least to women walking around on stilts dressed as tree nymphs... They were pretty! :3


There was also some cannon thing going off every now and again... Sometimes I'd be all "Yeah, I didn't jump... WIN!" Then other times (like when we were unaware we were 30m away from the thing) I'd be like /Jumps/ "Ahhh! What the heck!?!?!" much to [Riot!]'s amusement I'm sure... :P


On a random tangent, I slept over [That Dancer Chick]'s house last night and met her Italian exchange student who is to be staying in Oz for the next 6 months... I shall call her [Italy!] (inspired I know, but don't judge me. I'm tired.) and she's really nice! :) She knows a fair amount of English, though every now and again [TDC] and I were left doing hand signals and trying to explain what some words were to her. I had a look through her Italian-English dictionary and attempted to learn some words, though the constant correction of pronunciation from [Italy!] reminded me that I really suck at learning other languages... :P I'm sure if I truly put my heart in it I could, but that's the problem... Which language do I want to learn more!?!?! D:


Anywho, I told her that if she [TDC] was ever away or unable to be found, she could always come hang with me! (If my friends have an issue with this, which I'm sure they wouldn't, they can stick it hehe).


Anyways, dinner is ready and I am starving!!! Om nom nom... Until next time! :D


~You're gonna be pop-u-who-lur...~

89 Truths

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Water... Cause I'm awesome like that!
2. Last phone call: To my dearest mother giving her the ingredients for tonight's dinner...
3. Last text message: [Riot!].
4. Last song you listened to: Quad City Stomp. Which would be playing as I type.
5. Last time you cried: I almost cried while watching Tangled with [That Dancer Chick]. But I can't remember the last time I actually cried...

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone: Why yes.
7. Been cheated on: Yes to that too.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yis.
9. Lost someone special: Massive yes to this one. Referring to recent tales.
10. Been depressed: Yes... Those were dark times...
11. Been so drunk you threw up: Yeah totally...


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Jade Green.

13. Sky Blue.

14. Most other blues too come to think of it! :3

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU-(2011):

15. Made a new friend?: Yes.
16. Fallen out of love?: No.
17. Laughed until you cried? Yes, mostly with [That Dancer Chick]. :P
18. Met someone who changed you? Not so far this year I don't think... Not majorly anyway.
19. Found out who your true friends were? Pfft. I found that out years ago ^.^
20. Found out someone was talking about you? Oh yes... What with recent rumours flying round about me with the whole [Carl] situation... Yes, I've heard lovely things.
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list?: Why yes.

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life: Actually pretty much all of my Facebook friends I have met at one point or other in real life! I only have less than 10 people who I've never met before...
3. Do you have any pets: Yes. Three dogs; Chelsea, Max and Beau. We did have a bird called Alex but he flew away after Mum forgot he was still in the cage while cleaning it outside. Yeah smart Mum! :P Oh well, it was my sister's bird and it annoyed me...
25. What time did you wake up today: Around 11am. Damn I love holidays! :D
26. What were you doing at midnight last night: Playing Solitaire on my phone...
27. Name something you CANNOT wait for: QCS to be over! And the formal! And graduating so I can get the heck out of school! :3 Oh and to go on The Amazing Race with [TenutoTuo] hehe...
28. Last time you saw your Mother: About quarter of an hour ago... Because she called me downstairs about something... I forget what.
29. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Something I don't wish to discuss on here...
30. What are you listening to right now: Stay the Night - James Blunt.
31. Have you ever talked to some one named Tom: Why yes, yes I have! At least three actually.
32. What's getting on your nerves right now: My hair. It irritates me. I need a haircut... A new colour would be nice! But I have no $$$ =/
33. Most visited web page: Facebook, Twitter, Blogger, Yahoo Mail and Google.
34. Nicknames: To mention them would potentially give away my identity... Which I refuse to do!
36. Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
37. He or She: I believe I am a she.
38. Elementary? Playford Primary School.
39. Middle School? Playford Primary -> Woodcrest State College -> TSAC
40 High School?  TSAC
41. Hair Color? Gosh knows! It's multicoloured... Literally!
42. Long or short? Long.
43. Height? Short :3
44. Do you have crush on someone? Hahahaha. Pretty sure I do! ;P
45. What do you like about yourself? Ummm, I struggle answering this question.
46. Piercings? Yeah no...
47. Tattoos? Haha! No.
48. Righty or lefty? Righty.
49. First surgery: Haven't had one yet.
50. First piercing: I don't have a piercing!?!
51. First best friend: [Pinnuck!]
52. First sport you joined: Pretty sure it was Netball...

RIGHT NOW:

53. Eating: Oxygen :3
54. Drinking: Water vapour in the air.
55. I'm about to: Go and play an online game...
57. Waiting for: [Riot!] to get online! =.=
58. Want kids? Yes I do :)
59. Want to get married? Of course!
60. Career? Ugh, I don't completely know anymore... Something with animals.

WHICH IS BETTER :

61. Lips or eyes? Eyes.
62. Hugs or kisses? Hugs.
63. Shorter or taller: Taller.
64. Older or Younger?: Well... I could go either way.
65. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
66. Nice stomach or nice arms? What the heck!?!? Oh right never mind. Umm... I'm gonna go with both.
67. Sensitive or loud?: Sensitive.
68. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
69. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hehe. Trouble maker.

HAVE YOU EVER:

70. Kissed a stranger: No! Though I'd love to see their face afterwards if I did :P
71. Drank hard liquor: LOL no.
72. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope, don't have them!
73. Sex on first date: Bitch please... No.
74. Broken someone's heart: Yes... But it's not like I ever wanted too!
75. Had your own heart broken: Oh yeah.
76. Turned someone down: Heh, yes.
77. Cried when someone died: Yes.
78. Fallen for a friend: Yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

79. Yourself: Not really...
80. Miracles: Yeah.
81. Love at first sight: Yes I do.
82. Santa Clause: Hells yeah!
83. Kiss on the first night: No, not really...


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

84. Had more than one bf/gf at one time: Excusez-moi? No way!
85. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes! Well there's multiple :3 Some of them are in other countries though... D;
86. Did you sing today? When do I not sing? :P
87. If you could go back in time, how far would you go and why? I would go back to around January/February when WICKED was in Bris Vegas. And I would watch it. Over, and over, and over again! :3
88. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? Oh gosh ummm... I really don't know! Actually come to think of it. I would relive the 17th of October. Why? Because that was the night of the Paramore concert I attended with [Riot!]. Good times :)
89. Are you afraid of falling in love? Well, it's a bit late to be worrying about that... :P


~Stolen from [sarahmay]~

Just A Little Vent...

So I was reading [Clearly Unfocused]'s blog about going out with [White Ribbon] and [Phantomess] and checking out some hot waiter at this restaurant they had lunch at... Anywho, it made me realise just how frustrated and bored I am right now.


The first week of holidays we're great! I was catching up with anybody and everybody every day; which made me feel really good because that had never happened before for me... My holidays are usually as sucky as they are now, throughout the entire time...


The past week my grandparents were here (Well they were here for the first week too, I just kept ditching...) and all of a sudden I wasn't catching up with people as much... I caught up with [Tenuto Tuo] at one point and [Riot!] at another but the rest of the week dragged on... I mean, I love my grandparents... They actually love us enough to want to see us every year and stuffs... But they annoy the heck out of me! >.<


They are early birds... I enjoy my sleep... So every morning when I woke up they would always say to me "Good afternoon! Are you on the afternoon shift?" even though it was still morning... Okay... This was kinda funny about five years ago... Every year since then? It has cheesed me off to no end hearing it every morning... Oh and not to mention that my Nana is the most fidgety, must-always-be-out-of-house person I know... I seriously wonder how much petrol they go through and how they can afford to keep up with it! It also becomes incredibly annoying when you're at a shopping centre with her because you might want to look at something but she's already looked so she says "Been there done that, come on!". Me: "But I wanna look at something!?!" Nana: "No! Move it!" =.=


So yeah my week has been filled with a lot of nothing but being annoyed to no end by my grandparents... And this week is going to be filled with... Wait for it... BABYSITTING! Oh hells yes! =.=


My parents are back at work so I have to watch my darling siblings... Well Mum was working all these holidays; it's more because Dad is now moving into a new job... Yes, after 24 years working in defense he quit and is now moving onto... Resource and energy! Wow, this is going to be interesting for him... But hey! More $$$ so I am happy! Hehe :3


Eh, I can just tell that my week will be filled with being woken up much earlier than I'd prefer by a screaming sister or brother because the other one is on the computer before 10am or because they won't let the other one have a turn, or some other pathetic reason that they can't work out themselves... =.= Seriously. I wish every day that my brother would have the awakening I did about a year before his age now... I get that he has the syndrome worse than I do... But he's a heck of a lot brighter than me because of it! I don't know... I just like to think that he would use those fabulous brain cells of his in the right way and start working towards learning to change his ways like I had too... Well I still am really! I always will be... But it's the start that makes the massive difference! Once he can manage to do that; I can see the amount of stupid fights between him and our sister decrease dramatically!


On the plus side, I am going to be attending the Abbey Medieval Festival next weekend to check out the sights and sounds, and to watch [Riot!] fence, and fence... and fence... and probably fence some more! :P Definitely something to look forward to after enduring this next week and going into what will be the toughest and most stressful school term of my life! :S


~I need a doctor to being me back to life~