Saturday, 10 September 2011

Italia!

Buongiorno principessa!
Good morning princess!


So in English we're watching a movie called La Vita รจ Bella, which in English means Life is Beautiful. It has the most emotionally-attaching storyline, and it is, evidently, entirely in Italian. (Of course we have English subtitles).


Watching this movie has re-awakened (for the gazillionth time) my passion for the Italian language. I find the words so beautiful to pronounce and the accent just adorable! Especially from an eight year old boy.


Now every other time I get interested in learning Italian I tended to end up doing nothing about it... But this time, something stuck and thanks to the help of my linguistic friend [Tenuto Tuo] I now have CDs and a PDF file devoted to learning Italian! I actually haven't sat down and started the exercises and everything yet because I'm too hyped! Instead, I'm just skim reading and literally squealing with excitement whenever I come across certain topics or words... Don't judge me! I loves me some Italian!


Parla inglese? Of course you speak English. Unless you're Italian... ZOMG! If I had an Italian reader on here that would make my day...


Buonasera signore/signora/signorina! Grazie grazie!


Alright alright... I promise I won't talk in Italian... For the rest of this blog! :D


So, life took a bit of a turn for the worst on Thursday as [Carl] and I had a heated discussion at lunch. I'm not going to go into details, but it didn't end well at all. I held my own all through those hell-ish 40 minutes, but when I went down to my lockers and my dearest husband saw me, asked if I was okay, and hugged me; the tears came out of nowhere.


I didn't expect it at all! But it ended up being that instead of going to the first half of Maths, I spent the time with three of my girl friends and [Tenuto Tuo] explaining the situation and discussing options and what I should or shouldn't do. Thank goodness the Maths classes ended up being combined and were only watching Hot Rod, while the teacher's marked exams.


In the end, they suggested I go speak with one of the teachers I shall refer to as [Stirrer]. I give him this name because he stirs a lot of people up. For instance, inviting ex-teachers to our school formal because he needs 'buddies' to hang out with, even though he is bringing his girlfriend with him. This also means that the current teachers who took over their positions, feel uncomfortable with the idea of them being there. He also likes to stir up trouble with [Noodleton] out of dislike. Though the dislike between those two teachers is incredibly entertaining.


Anywho, I feel uncomfortable with the idea of talking to [Stirrer] because he has never taught me. I think he's said a total of two things to me. I can only remember one which was "[Miss Invisible], you really need to learn some breathing exercises or something", which was in reference to me hyperventilating and half growling at my Biology assignment.
Even when I'm in the room with all the other Year 12s, I never really get noticed or even looked at. He's always seeking out his own class to talk too, which in some ways it's fair enough! But yeah... I've never talked to him. Ever.


So for my friends to turn around and say that he's the best one to go too, I have my doubts but I can also see where they're coming from. There is absolutely no other teacher in the school I would dare go talk too due to multiple reasons depending on the teacher; and, from what I've heard, [Stirrer] has pretty much been through everything that is humanly possible for a teenager to experience. But yeah... I don't know. We'll see what I do.


Meanwhile... I shall be going to my school formal this very Sunday (not tomorrow) with [Carl] and dammit I'll have a good time! This is MY night, and although I don't exactly want my partner to be there; I'll work things out.


Pretty sure I should end the blog post here. I can't think of anything else to say, except to rant on more about Italian. I promised not to say anything more on it so I won't... >.<


P.S. Yes... My formatting failed again, so everything is highlighted in grey. I still don't know how to fix it!


~Learning Italian while listening to a Portuguese singer... Cause I'm a cool kid!~

Saturday, 3 September 2011

Blessings and Curses

Okay so last blog I left you a week before sitting the QCS test. The decider. The test that all your schooling life has been leading up too!


What a disappointment...


Really, in the end I was more stressed about all the exams and assignments I had due after the test, than I was about the test itself... I mean, sure some parts of the test I was sitting there going "OMFGWTFBBQ!?!?!?!" but overall, it seemed more like I was going to school to procrastinate school work... I still don't feel as though I have sat the QCS test... Feels more like a practice!


I don't know if my view on this is a positive or negative thing, but who cares! It's over! Once this coming weeks exams and assignments are over, I will be a free woman. Actually no... I'll probably just go psycho! Though, that's nothing new...


Anyways! A couple of days ago I got my formal dress back from the fitters and I think I've fallen in love with it even more... I swear every time I see my dress, I fall even more in love. Don't know how it's possible, but it is! What's not to love about a dress that literally hugs your body, outlines every feature, and makes me look like I have boobs? Especially the last one... WINNING! For a girl who doesn't really have much, a dress that can do that was clearly sent from heaven! ^.^


I adore my formal shoes... But they're high heels. I've never really worn heels in my life... Definitely not ones these high. I love the height they give, and how comfortable they feel to my feet, but I can't walk in them yet... I've gotten some practice in, but I still have a lot of "HOLY *** GRAB SOMETHING NOW OR FALL OVER" moments... As entertaining as they may be, I prefer to not have any on the night ^.^


So... There are musicals coming to BrisVegas right? Right. Now... I want to go see these musicals, but I have absolutely ZERO moneys. This sucks Dick from Hotel Sorrento... How can I resist Anthony Warlow?!?!?! By having no money I guess... Still. I wish places would actually hire me so I can earn money so I can look at next year and have more reassurance when it comes to Uni, car, musicals, general spending money; than I do right now.


Currently watching the Riverfire on T.V... I wanna go see this for reals guise! :3 Along with other things... I really should stop wanting things that cost so much $$$. It can't possibly be healthy, and at this rate I am going to become considerably broke, very fast...


CAFFEINE!


I never liked caffeine... Now I especially don't as I'm doing it for my Chemistry assignment... No, I'm not taking it! I'm researching it... Geez.


I went to my local shopping centre with [Riot!] yesterday afternoon. Best afternoon I have had in sooo long! Lately I have had nothing in my life but exams, assignments, sickness, or upcoming QCS. Basically stress, stress, stress and more stress. As soon as I saw a free gap in my schedule I jumped on it and was so thankful I did! The afternoon was spent walking there, getting a drink, briefly looking in Sanity for potential Father's Day gifts, sitting outside talking and listening to music, eating, then walking home. It ended with us saying goodbye, Mum calling me 30 seconds (at 6pm) going hurry up we've booked a table at [MyFavRestaurant] for 6.30!!! So I then sprinted home, got changed and left the house again all within 3-4 minutes... When I got there I ended up having a small bowl of salad of dinner because I had had Subway earlier with [Riot!] because I didn't know we were going out for dinner... Oh well, easier on my parents pockets ^.^


But back to my initial reminiscing... To spend the afternoon with someone who means so very much to me, who can make me smile and stress-free, was amazing in every way. It reminded me of how much life will have to offer me once I have my P's, my own car, and I am out of school. I know this phrase is abused often but the world will literally be my oyster. No matter what OP I get back, I can still get where I want with the right amount of work. I will always have friends who support me and will be there for me no matter what! And, as scary as it can be to think about at times, I will be an individual. Be able to make my own decisions, be accountable for everything I do. I don't know how long I have been waiting for that, but to have it so close is almost unbearable! But worth the wait in the end.


To be honest, my life is a shambles right now. I'm having internal conflicts, friend conflicts, and relationship conflicts... This is one of the reasons why I cannot wait till I am 18 and out of school! I feel as though I will finally have a chance to take control of my life and tell people what I want, and how I want it! Rather than having people manipulate and control me and take advantage of me when I'm vulnerable.


Ahem, moving on... I am about to go watch the movie Rango as I haven't seen it yet! Catch you guys later!!!


~This heart, it beats, beats for only you~