Are You Sure You Want To Remove ___ As Your Friend?

Well today I went to the local shopping centre with my usual group of friends, and what's the first thing we do? Go into EB Games... Because we're cool kids like that! :D After that, our activities ranged from sitting out on the grass for awhile, telling numerous dirty jokes, singing Dancing Queen in front of ALDI, going into ALDI to buy some chocolate to (quoting [nath_alex01]) "orgasm" over it, going formal suit shopping for [Tenuto Tuo] and [Sasquatch]... This was followed (once the males had left the complex) by a deep, meaningful conversation between us girls about emotional musicals, why people should act like their true selves around people, and about what makes relationships work. We ended up concluding that relationships work best when the couple have things in common, as well things not.


Who wants to be in a relationship where you're both interested in EXACTLY the same things? It gets incredibly monotonous... Yet, if you have nothing in common at all, the relationship just wouldn't work due to the incessant fighting...


Anyways, so this got me thinking about the upcoming formal... Which made me start grinning stupidly cause I was thinking about how dress and how pretty it'll make me feel when I'm wearing that night... Ahem, anyway! It also got me thinking about who I want to be there with me, as my date. I mean, of course my boyfriend would be first choice! But neither of us are sure yet about whether or not he'll be nearby to attend... As for my second choice in partner; well, I don't have one!


Of course, if worst comes to worst, I can always just go with my groupies! :) It'll be an amazing night regardless of whether or not I have a designated partner by my side...


ZOMG! I just thought of the most EPIC way of travelling to the formal... In a horse drawn carriage! Okay, so I may be the only one who thinks of this as awesome... But hey! You will never stop the animal lover in me! :D And besides... I think of it as quite cute, romantic and different... (How many people nowadays could say they travelled in that sorta style? Hmmm? Not many because they all go for the limousines or those funky, old cars...).


I don't know... I guess I get all romantic and sappy at the thought of riding in a carriage without a roof, so I can just look at the sky, while snuggling up (Well, saying I'm with a male partner here...) for warmth, while listening to the sounds of horse hooves on the ground... Then again, there'd most likely be cars round going /Zhoom!/ and kinda ruining the mood... But shush! Don't tarnish the image! Hehe...


Soooo, I totes went onto Facebook today... As per usual... And realised that [Carl] had deleted me off of his friends list... My first thought... WTF!?!?!?! No actually, this is pretty much my ONLY thought... I mean, today I finally managed to stay strong and tell him for the last time that I do NOT want to be anything but friends with him at the current time. (Insert celebratory clap here). He was all okay about it. I mean, he wasn't exactly happy, but he wasn't as full on depressive as he has been lately... Which helped me deal with the situation a lot better... So I don't understand why he would've deleted me? I'm not sure if this is his way of dealing with it, or if he's going with a new strategy to win me back? Well, he's also deleted [Riot!] so I'm utterly confused right now...


It always seems like... When I finally can stop stressing over things; whether it be relationship wise or school or anything... Another things pops up straight after! I swear I haven't had a single hour where I haven't been stressing... Well, except for yesterday during the One rehearsal... I would like to thank the group of year 10's, [That Dancer Chick] (<- formally known as Tarsha till she joined the blogging world), and [Riot!] for making that happen! :) It was amazing to finally not have to stress about anything <3


But what happens the next day? I go to a shopping centre with my friends (that isn't the issue of course), only to have [Carl] come over on his break, beg me to see him after his shift, only to have us endure an awkward conversation that ended with me finally getting what I wanted... Only to come home and find he's deleted me on Facebook? I mean, the only reason this is worrying me is because I don't know the reason behind it... I assume it must be pretty big? I don't know... I'm so confused right now :/


I don't even have the guts to call him and find out! :P Yeah, I'm a massive chicken... But it means I taste good, so it's all G! ;)


Well, my fellow symphony writers, I don't have much more to write about this fine evening, so I shall bid you adieu, and go find something to do to make my mind off of current events!


~I'm thinking, what the hell?~