Upside Down

So I'm blogging again tonight... Unfortunately, the reasons aren't as happy as the one I just posted... I guess I can blame [Sharpless] for this one. He meant no harm, but he said this to me over Facebook chat.


The point (which I'm sure you understand) of dating is finding a life partner,
The person who complements you in every way
The perfect person
The person whom, when you're 60, you still love with the same fire as when you first met
So all I'm saying is: don't settle for anything less than perfect. Find the guy. Your dream guy.
Down to every detail
And I think you will find that your dream guy has you in mind as a dream girl


Now, what he said was sweet, cute and completely true. And I know he said it out of partial concern for me, because let's face it; my relationship life is Home & Away material. But for some reason it has me completely freaked out now.


I mean, [Carl] isn't talking to me. I know he's on his laptop talking to other people, but he hasn't come on MSN. I would be better with this situation if I knew what the heck was going on! Not knowing is what kills. We were fine, last time I checked, then BAM! He's not talking to me... Well, we did talk about not talking to each other a couple of days before to see how things would go, moving on and such... But as far as I was aware, we hadn't decided on a definite, and seemed to still be talking..? Now all I do is stupidly flick the MSN window up to see if he's come online or not... What would I do if he was online? Absolutely nothing. I know I would. So what's the point? Ugh.


And [Riot!]. Well, to be honest there aren't many issues there... At least currently. I finally have him, and he is opening up more and more around me which is amazing to witness; but I guess I just still have this terrible feeling in the back of my mind.


I'm older. I've had boyfriends in the past. He's younger. And hasn't had girlfriends in the past. I'm pretty certain I know what love is. How can I be certain he does? How can HE be certain he does? It's difficult... He may deny it, or not think it now; but would he get bored eventually? Want to explore? Try other things? Will I do that? Again!? I did it to [Carl]... What's not to say I won't do it to [Riot!]? That. Is what I am most terrified about. My impact on him.


[Riot!] is as close to perfect as I've gotten so far. And I'm helping him through any issues that we have, and hinting him on his way to be even better! But, what if I suddenly go cold on him like I did to [Carl]? I can't deny that there was something between the both of us. It was something rare; but I somehow managed to detach myself and throw it away. Was it stupidity? Or did I just genuinely fall out of love with him?


There are so many things [Carl] did that I miss and so badly (and selfishly) want again. What is the smartest thing to do? 'Teach' [Riot!] to do it, so I could be satisfied, but never truly cut off my ties with [Carl]? Or do I not 'teach' him and regret it, or be bitter about it for however long we may be together?


I have never felt so helpless in my life. Spending time with [Riot!] eases everything. It makes everything go away and I have the best time. But as soon as he's gone, I'm stressing. I'm freaking out. Half the time I don't even know what over anymore!


In all honesty, I just want that pure feeling of love between two people. No hormones. No awkward "so what should we do now?". All I want, is to be with that certain someone, and cuddle up with them and just lie there for awhile. Whether it includes looking into each others eyes or not, or holding hands, or whatever! I just want that connection in those precious moments of silence. Because who needs words? The only words I would accept in that situation are "I love you". But only if I knew they truly meant it.


Well, my brain has run dry of anything else worrying me or upsetting me, so I might just wrap it up here and apologise if I have wasted anyone's time whilst reading this post. I am on holidays now, so I will just look forward to every day I get to spend with friends, family, or more!


~I only know one type of falling, and I'm falling for you~

Just A Rainy Summer Day Gov'nor!

Just casually trying to avoid the rain all day only to end up giving in, throwing my arms in the air and trying to catch drops with my tongue. Well, that's basically my day guys! Oh right, I guess there was more to it...


I started my day waking up early (as I have every day this week) to walk my sister to school; only to be told that she can be picked up and driven by a family friend. For once, I wasn't angry for being woken up for nothing. Though that could have been due to the fact that [Riot!] was heading over in an hour to walk to the local shopping centre with my brother and I. So going to bed would have been pretty pointless.


[Riot!] arrives. So what do we do? Play the online game we play together for half an hour to an hour before my brother finally rages at us to get our backsides into gear. We then proceed to walk to the local shopping centre. A 45 minute walk. In the rain. With two umbrellas between the three of us. Granted, [Riot!] and I had Dad's big umbrella, but [Riot!] seemed to have difficulties realising that he was getting more water on me then the sky was. I normally wouldn't have minded, if it weren't for the fact that we were heading to the shops to job hunt; meaning I needed to look semi-decent if I wanted to be considered at all.


Yes yes, I am still working at the restaurant, but they've employed more people now which has reduced me to one shift a week; and it's back in the kitchen too! I may stay there, I may not. Depending on what happens with Subway tomorrow...

YES! I got asked in for an interview today! Even though I had frizzy hair from the rain and probably looked simply dreadful, I managed it! I do feel a little bad for [Riot!] though because he handed in a resume there as well but didn't get asked in... Though I did have an advantage, given that I have previously worked at a Subway before... But I'm sure he'll find a job soon enough! He certainly looked the part today already in his dress shirt and pants ^.^ What's not to love about a guy dressing smart? Jus' sayin'.


So after I handed in my resume in, I sent the boys to EB Games for half an hour while I used one of the facial vouchers that [Carl] had given me for Christmas last year (they expire on the 16th, so I really need to use them up!). The facial was nice and relaxing, but the scalp massage was to die for! I was pretty much lulled to sleep due to relaxation and general feel-goodness. She complimented my skin too which just tops it off ;D Though she did say it's dehydrated, which is unfortunately true... Trying to fix it! Without the $93 bottle of crap she was trying to sell me... I mean, I'm sure it works, but I'm going to try find cheaper means...


After that we headed over to the bus stop (no way were we walking back home in the rain!) trying to work out the timetables (being the hopeless people we are) and eventually made it the bus stop (later realising there was one even closer to our destination but oh well!) and walked the short distance to my place.


Just [Riot!], my brother and me. Alone. In a house... So what do we do? Well, my brother goes on the computer and plays the new game he bought at EB Games; and [Riot!] and I? ... PLAY SINGSTAR! Like the awesome bitchez we are :3


Who cares if our voices are completely contrasting? Who cares if he can't sing in tune, and I can't even read the words properly or notice when it's my turn to sing? I don't know about him, but I had fun! Teasing each other about who was going to win, and picking the most random songs to do... Before to long it was time for him to leave, so I walked him home with an umbrella which he appeared to be without. It was this journey that I just gave up trying not to get wet from the rain, so by the end I looked like a drowned rat; much to [Riot!]'s agreement (gee thanks! :P).


An hour later I was dressed in a cute black and white dress and heading to my sister's Year 7 graduation night. She was in an adorable white dress with a black ribbon around the waist and looked quite mature and pretty. The pride swelling in my chest was annoyingly increasing as I saw her mingle with her friends dolled up just as gorgeously. When she got up (twice) to sing with a small group of friends my pride swelled to breaking point. Come on! This is my little, annoying brat of a sister! Yet, I guess I still love her and am proud of her by the end of the day! :3
Tons of photos, speeches, and awards later and we were heading back home. And now I am here! Sitting by my laptop, typing up my boring daily life for you. That's basically it. I don't have much more to say tonight. Mostly because I am too dang tired to think of anything spontaneously creative; same with most of my blogs really... When I want to do a fun, random one, my body goes "LOL JOKES! I'MA MAKE YOU TIRED", hence the semi-delusional lines as well.


Addio amici!


~Oh what am I to do?~

La Vita e Bella!

Hey there!


I might keep this one short and sweet because I am dead tired, and there's also not much to talk about except what's currently on my mind... Fair warning; this may be a boyfriend rant. Run away now if you must.


Everyday that we see each other, we get more comfortable around each other. We're continually learning new things about the other one, and having so much fun while doing so!


Now, for me, I am loving it. He keeps me on my toes! There always seems to be something new to discover about him and I love going in for the hunt. His emotion-hiding, mysterious ways keep me begging for more...


I mean, of course he's not perfect. Nobody is! And yeah, maybe there are some things I miss from previous relationships that I selfishly wish he'd do; but in the end his different (and ever improving) ways are so much better and worth the suffering I went through to get him.


It's just nice to finally be able to wake up in the morning with a spring in my step and no worries whatsoever, and feel time fly by; yet still appreciating every moment as it lasts. Especially today! Granted; I stayed up till 1am this morning writing my fanfic and woke up at 7am absolutely shattered, but I still managed to skip for a minute or so on the way to his house. On the way back, I felt so happy I was singing, dancing and half wanting to sprint home out of joy! Call me whatever you want, but nothing is gonna break my spirit, and I am already looking forward until the next time I see him! ^.^

~What is the greatest thing in life? A:Love~

School's Out!

Soooo guys... I know, I know... It's been a while... And to be perfectly honest with you; I don't really have a good enough explanation to save myself! I think it just comes down to laziness, tiredness, and busy-ness.


Wow... I left you at the beginning of Week 5 of Term 4... Well, let's just say I am way beyond that now so we have a lot of catching up to do!!!


Let's be frank here, the rest of Week 5 was spent doing school work, which sucks, therefore I do not need to elaborate there. I will say that in out last Chemistry lesson, our teacher put Sodium into Water after much begging and whining from us. Unfortunately, there was no Potassium, but the Sodium created enough fireworks to keep us happy! :)


Week 6 was our last exam block ever. On the Monday, I had (from memory) a Biology test and the English written assignment due. The Biology test I think I did well in (I have not received any results back except for Maths because I forgot...), and the English assignment I have no idea; but I like to think I am quite capable with the language, so I'm sure I did fine.
The next day I had my Maths B exam, and Physics oral assignment due.
I got my results back for my Maths B exam and I'm pretty sure I got C+/B- which is the best I have done in Maths over the two years... Too bad it was in the last term when it didn't count! =.= As for the Physics, well... I don't think I did that great. Let's face it. I handed in five pages, compared to everyone else who had 17+. But, I passed in the end regardless!


Wednesday I stayed home... Most likely procrastinating as I always do. Thursday involved me working six hours straight on my Chemistry assignment from start to finish. Resulting in over 6,000 words, and an exhausted [Miss Invisible] riding to school and handing it in last minute much to my teacher's distress. The end of the day consisted of me walking home with [Riot!] which was a lot nicer than half sprinting there...


Friday was a much appreciated day off which I spent playing The Sims 2... Like the awesome person I am ;D The weekend was a quiet one, spent mostly mentally preparing myself for my final week of school (EVER!) which was upon me...


And there it was! My final week of school... The Monday was spent walking to a local restaurant where we were to have our Valedictory Dinner that night. For those confused, a VD is a night of celebration for just the Year 12s and their families. We were given our awards (if we had achieved any), had dinner, socialised, sung a Phil Collins song, took photos, laughed, and for some of us; cried... That was the night I learnt that I had not achieved the Creative Arts Award. Now... This was the award that I had been working towards all year. Instead, a Year 9 girl got it. I've never been a big fan of this girl (perhaps because I knew she was my competition?), and to find out she had gotten the award and not me; was completely devastating...


Tuesday was spent at the Logan Entertainment Centre rehearsing the Night of Celebration. basically the same thing as the VD, except we didn't have dinner, and it was the rest of the school as well! Well, not exactly... Because our school is now at that 'awkward' size where we had to cut years from the night. It ended up only being Years 6, 9, 11 and 12 that were presented... From memory. Award winners were also presented.


Wednesday the Year 12s headed to the beach on the Gold Coast. The surf was refreshing, the lunch was mediocre but nice enough, and we were all in relatively high spirits. Then [Macca] had to bring out a little service for us, which ended in the handing out of letters our parents had written to us to read that day. I am most certainly not going to write what was written in that letter on here, but I will reveal that it made me start bawling at the second line; and continued right until the end, with a few giggles here and there with whatever funny line my Dad inserted. Halfway through reading, I looked up and saw a flock of seagulls chilling around me which made me confused, entertained, and partially comforted (somehow); and I'm pretty sure I was the last to head back to the main area as all I could do was sit under a tree, cry and think about what my parents had said to me.


Ahem, I should move on...


So yeah, in the past three days so far, I had successfully managed to bawl my eyes out... All three days. I was quite emotionally drained at this point and wondering how on earth I would get through the other two days.


Thankfully, Thursday was spent at Dreamworld! There wasn't many people there, so the lines were nice and short, which made it even more amazing! From memory we managed to go on the Mick Doohan, The Claw (Yes! My dear husband [Phantomess] helped me conquer my fear with this one... So grateful now!), The Log Ride (which consisted of [Tenuto Tuo], [Phantomess] and myself sitting in the boat and splashing each other until we were completely drenched before the ride had even started... The guy at the end of the ride looked quite surprised at how wet we were and the childish, slightly maniacal, laughter that was coming from us. So. Worth. It.), The Runaway Reptar (which the name has now changed to I have no idea what, because it appears that Nickelodeon has nothing to do with Dreamworld anymore), The Merry-Go-Round (Hell yeah we did! [Clearly Unfocused] and I spotted it on the way to the Stingray ride and immediately told everyone we should go on it. The lady was nice and joked along with us about the ride being too adrenaline-filled, but it was so simple and fun that it was nice! I mean, it was our last chance to do it as students!!!), (Oh and the Stingray ride with [Clearly Unfocused] and I was a tradition that we just had to do. I need not fill in what that is to you, fellow readers ^.^), and we also went on the River Rapids multiple, MULTIPLE times. Another tradition of the groups. It is the best ride at Dreamworld in our eyes, and always will be.


That night I, annoyingly, had work; but overall the day was amazing. Every day of the last week was, but Dreamworld, was one of the best by far! Oh, and I forgot to mention that I saw an old primary school flame there... I shall call him [LongTie], but I walked past him a couple of times wondering if I should say "hi" or not, but was too chicken in the end... That evening he posted on my wall asking where I was as he didn't see me, and I literally kicked myself at not having the balls to go up to him, but what's done is done I guess.


The last day of school...


We arrived at the Senior campus of our school to catch a bus to our Junior one to have our first ceremony there. Our oldest residing students gave speeches, Prep's came up to us and gave us presents and shook our hands with their tiny ones, we were serenaded and had the violins play for us; and finally, we walked down the "snake", out of the school for good. For those confused, the 'snake'  is pretty much as it sounds... A snake made of tiles winding it's way through the courtyard. A tradition for graduating Year 12s is to walk along the snake, through the clapping years going from Prep up to 5; occasionally hugging ones we know and high-fiving others. And, of course, bawling our eyes out in the process.
We then headed back to the Senior campus for our major ceremony there. Teacher's gave speeches, the band myself and my group play in played Mamma Mia for the last time (tears were had), and then I got up to sing Nickelback's 'Photograph' (with editted lyrics to suit the situation more). What did the tech crew tell me? "There's no music". NO MUSIC?! * Cue hyperventilation*. Eventually, I somewhat gathered myself, and sang A Capella. I had printed a whole heap of photographs for my fellow grads to look through as I was singing, and I stopped multiple times due to choking up. At first it was due to sheer nerves (I was about to clinically insane), but as I warmed into the song it was more emotion that choked me up. I didn't sound as good as I hoped I would, but I got through it, and received multiple compliments, hugs and thank you's afterward, so I wasn't complaining.
Afterwards the Year 12s made our way down the hill (Junior campus snake style), stopping and hugging more people; and eventually made our way into the Library where there was a beautiful cake made by a fellow grad's Mum, we signed each other's shirts/year books, [Clearly Unfocused] and [Old Man] had made us a power point with memories, and I handed out my Christmas pressies to a handful of favoured teachers.
[Tenuto Tuo] and I then headed to the local shopping centre to have lunch, when we ran into [Clearly Unfocused] and [Old Man]. We joined them at Toscani's where [GoJo] and another grad could also be seen eating. Later on, those two went on to get piercings, which they proudly showed off. After lunch, we all finally headed home and I crashed onto my bed; physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted.


After a lazy Saturday, came Sunday morning; driving down to Caloundra for Schoolies! Now now... For those of you who have heard about the Schoolies based in Surfer's Paradise, QLD; don't fret! My group and I are nothing like that. We prefer to remember all the stupid things we do! Besides, we act drunk enough without even needing to touch the stuff! ;D
Ahhh Schoolies... I miss it so much already! It was an amazing week! Some days were spent at the beach being pounded by the waves, or just sitting in the shallow water rolling around and being "beached as broo"; and other days were spent lazing around our holiday house. Most of those days included eating pretty much 24/7 (pretty sure there wasn't an hour that went by without us raiding the pantry or fridge), playing Twister (interesting stuff happened there...), singing karaoke (with our de-LIGHT-full voices; it was amazing, jus' sayin'), staying up past midnight watching [vs49688] play F.E.A.R. 2, cooking four packets of two-minute noodles to barely have any because it tasted so bad; so they were thrown in a bush in the backyard and are most likely still there, making Sims - matching them as closely to the group as possible, and crashing on the couch (or floor in [vs49688]'s case). We went shopping, had a BBQ, made interesting meals for dinner, played a heck of a lot of Halo, watched a fair amount of Eurovision, had chicken nuggets for breakfast, had nowhere near enough sleep, and... The Game of Truth. This! Was ultimately one of the best parts of the week. Seven people gathered in a lounge room, though awkward at first, eventually spilling any secrets/hardships/fears they were willing to share (which ended up being most between us) with no shame or judgement. [vs49688]'s emotional, classical music was playing in the background - encouraging even more tears to flow. If I am going to remember my friends for anything, it would be that night. The trust and love that brought us so tightly together was breath taking and truly moving. That night made me truly realise how much these guys mean to me and how I never EVER want to lose contact with them.


Well... The week after Schoolies was spent at home. Pretty much every day. It was nice, lazy and relaxing.
Tuesday [Carl] came over. We watched The Lion King and danced to Nickelback's new album (the songs in this album are so amazing! I can't get enough!!!). It was fun, but in the end it was inevitable that things would get awkward. He dropped me off at school for my last Chamber Singers rehearsal before things got too awkward, but that night and the following day things were iffy between us. A small fight occurred between us, and we are now not talking. I didn't incur it. In fact, I don't think either of us incurred it. He has just stopped coming online, and I just ended up blocking him so I wouldn't keep having the urge to see if he's online or not. (It's a habitual thing). 
Wednesday night I went to the Christmas Carol evening that my school held, in which I was performing in with Choir, Chamber Singers, and the band. The night, overall, was up and down. I spent time with [Riot!] which is always fun, but an issue arose which caused me to grow upset - which was not helped when [Carl] was continually coming up to me (we were still talking at this point) asking me what was wrong (of which I could not explain to him) and complaining to me about his stomach ache (I am not heartless, I was just too distressed to care about his issues at that point).


All the other days have been lazy, at home, playing a game of Cluedo with the sister at one point, walking to the fish and chip shop at another, a work shift somewhere in there. Until today when I headed over to [Riot!]'s house for a swim, and a song session ^.^ There is nothing wrong with belting out the lyrics to For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic by Paramore, even though the lyrics may not totally match the situation... :P


Sooo... I have other things on my mind, but I shall leave that for tomorrow's blog perhaps. I have written enough here and caught y'all up on everything that has happened in my totes-awesome life; so that will do for now! I apologise a thousand times over for any of you devoted readers who have felt lost without my words for the past couple of months! Heh. ^.^


Oh, and GUYS GUESS WHAT!? I am in the process of beginning to write a fanfic! :D! It will be based on the online game I play and the movie Stardust, so who knows what it will turn out like... But I am keen to put my beautiful describing words to use to form what will hopefully be a pretty awesome story! :) If I feel like it, I may post chapters on here as I write them; but I can't promise anything right now.


~You call to me, and I fall at your feet. How could anyone ask for more?~

99 Questions

Sorry if I'm annoying you guys with all this spamming, but ... I DON'T CARE! I am bored, and procrastinating, and this is my blog, so I will do what I want to do! Mmkay??? :3


1) Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Whatever way they are, really... I'm not fussed!


2) Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from the hotel?
No. Mostly because I can't be stuffed, and I don't see the point.


3) Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
Out definitely! I can't stand tucked in sheets. I love sticking my foot out from under them, so if they're tucked in it just irritates me. :P


4) Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
No. But now I am tempted! :3


5) Do you like to use post-it notes?
I do, when I have some... The last time I owned post-it notes I lost them instantly which was irritating, and I haven't gotten anymore since.


6) Do you cut out coupons, but then never use them?
ALL THE TIME!!!


7) Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
Hmmm... Probably bees... That way I have a higher chance of survival!


8) Do you have freckles?
No.


9) Do you always smile for pictures?
Ha! No. There are more terrible photos of me pulling some ridiculous face then there is of me smiling and looking somewhat decent!


10) What is your biggest pet peeve?
People who claim to be against bullying, but you know they talk about you behind your back.


11) Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
Sometimes. Depending on what's happening and what else I could be focused on.


12) Have you ever peed in the woods?
Who would honestly care? No.


13) What about pooped in the woods?
Seriously. =.= No.


14) Do you ever dance even when there is no music playing?
All the time! :D


15) Do you chew your pencils or pens?
Used too. Thankfully gotten out of that habit!


16) How many people have you slept with this week?
Which slept? Doesn't matter, cause it's zero either way! :P


17) What size is your bed?
Queen, bitchez.


18) What is your song of the week?
Hmmm. Would have to be Zo Verliefd by Laura. It is sung in Dutch by this cute girl who entered Junior Eurovision. If it weren't for [Tenuto Tuo], I would not have fallen in love with this song... I mean... Come on guys... She yodels! It's adorable! :3


19) Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
Of course it is. Anyone can wear whatever they want! It's whether or not they suit, that's the issue! Some guys do, and some guys don't. Just like women.


20) Do you still watch cartoons?
No, because they are so bad nowadays. Cartoons have worsened since my childhood years.  Shame on them, I say!


21) What's your least favourite movie?
Ooooh. I would have no idea! I seriously can't think of it right now...


22) Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
If I tell you, you'll go get it! =.=


23) What do you drink with dinner?
Mostly water. Unless I'm out at a restaurant then I could also have Solo or Sprite. If the food is insanely spicy, I run and get a glass of milk. And at Christmas, I have what we call "non-alcoholic wine". :3


24) What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Tomato sauce. Duh! ^.^


25) What is your favourite food?
MEXICAN! *Drools*.


26) What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
Ace Ventura... Jeff Dunham... Harry Potter (ALL)... Lion King (ALL)... Tangled... That's all I can think of at the moment! :P


27) Last person you kissed/kissed you?
[Riot!]... :)


28) Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
HELLS YEAH! In Adelaide with [Pinnuck!]. :3


29) Would you ever strip or pose nude for a magazine?
LOL no. What magazine would want me? :P And, just, yeah, no...


30) When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper.
The 13th of July, 2011.


31) Can you change the oil on a car?
Hahahahaha! No.


32) Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
Na! Too good ;)


33) Ever ran out of gas?
Nope! Still too good ;)


34) Favourite kind of sandwich?
Oooooh! Ham, cheese, cucumber, onion, and salad dressing! Om nom nom.


35) Best thing to eat after breakfast?
Nothing. Breakfast is just fine with me!


36) What is your usual bedtime?
I don't have a usual bedtime! I go to bed at different times every night! But I guess I could average it to around 11pm?


37) Are you lazy?
Yes. Very much so.


38) When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
Have never dressed up/gone trick or treating for Halloween. Unfortunately.


39) What is your Chinese astrological sign?
I am a rooster! :DThe Rooster is the strutting peacock of the Chinese Zodiac! These quick thinkers are practical and resourceful, preferring to stick to what is tried and true rather than taking messy, unnecessary risks. Roosters are keenly observant. It's hard to slip anything past a Rooster, since they seem to have eyes in the backs of their heads! This quality can lead others to think the Rooster is psychic, but that's not generally the case; instead, this sign enjoys a keen attention to detail that makes it a whiz at anything requiring close analysis. Roosters make great lawyers, brain surgeons and accountants, to name a few of this sign's possible occupations. Above all else, the Rooster is very straightforward and rewards others' honesty in kind. Roosters aren't shifty or cagey and have no interest in hiding behind a facade. They are the proverbial open book, telling the truth and keeping their word. If you show your hand, the Rooster will respect you for it. This kind of trusting behavior can tempt tricksters to pull a fast one on the Rooster, but that would be a bad move! Remember, this sign doesn't indulge in flights of fancy and keeps those eyes wide open at all times. Roosters tend to be perfectionists and expect to be in control, especially over their appearance. Primping and posing for the Rooster can go on forever! (Uhm, I disagree here, jus' sayin'). Being noticed and admired is an aphrodisiac for Roosters, and they can go a long time on a few kind words. Roosters also adore being out on the town, especially if they're in the company of adoring friends. The Rooster will also be the best-dressed one of the bunch -- style counts with this sign, regardless of the cost. Roosters also expect to be in control of their surroundings, including whoever happens to be in those surroundings. Roosters keep an impeccably neat house and expect their lovers, housemates and family members to maintain the same high standards of dress and conduct as they do. This can cause problems with other, more relaxed types who just want to be accepted as is. The Rooster needs the right partner, one who understands this sign's basically conservative nature. With the right person, the Rooster can be the most loyal, trusting and supportive mate around, one who bends over backward to please its loved ones. Some signs may just end up feeling hen-pecked, however. Roosters need to learn to value their heart and soul as much as their good looks. Their excellent people skills and sharp minds are qualities that others will appreciate as much as a pretty face. This sign would also do well to learn to adopt the philosophy of live and let live; perhaps an appeal to the Rooster's logic -- that it's inefficient to waste time nagging others -- will help this sign learn to let others be whomever and however they are. (Okay, some of the things in there, do not apply to me whatsoever...).


40) How many languages do you speak?
Fluently, only one. But I am learning Italian! :D


41) Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
No. ^.^


42) Which are better, legos or lincoln logs?
Uhm. I have no idea what they are...?


43) Are you stubborn?
Like an ox.


44) Who is better? Leno or Letterman?
Why are you asking questions like this?!?!?! RAGE!


45) Ever watched soap operas?
Yep. Didn't like 'em.


46) Are you afraid of heights?
Not really.


47) Do you sing in the car?
Of course I do!


48) Do you sing in the shower?
Who doesn't?!?! Let's face it. I sing everywhere, man!


49) Do you dance in the car?
Yes yes yes!


50) Ever used a gun?
No! *Cough unfortunately cough*


51) Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
Does school count?


52) Do you think musicals are cheesy?
Some are... Doesn't stop me from loving them!!! :D


53) Is Christmas stressful?
Why would it be? I get presents?!?! :D :P


54) Ever eat a pierogi?
A whozawhatsit?


55) Favourite type of fruit pie.
Ew.


56) Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Vet! Always wanted to be a vet... But at one point I did want to be a jockey on the side... :3


57) Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes. After the stories I've heard.


58) Ever have a deja-vu feeling?
So. Many. Times! It's annoying o.O


59) Take a vitamin daily?
No... But I'm thinking I should start.


60) Wear slippers?
Hehehe. In Winter, yes :3


61) Wear a bath robe?
I wear a dressing gown...? Is that the same thing?!? :S


62) What do you wear to bed?
Pajamas. Most of the time...Ehehe.


63) First concert?
The Wiggles! And this was BEFORE they were famous guys. Mmkay? Yeah. I knew them before you all did! Bitch, what now?


64) Wal-mart, Kmart or Target?
Let's go with Target.


65) Nike or Adidas?
Hmmmmmmmmmmmm. I don't care, so Nike.


66) Cheetos or Fritos?
What the...?!?!


67) Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Peanuts FTW!


68) Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
Nop. Never.


69) Ever take dance lessons?
Yes. Used to do Tap and Jazz. 


70) Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
Yes... It's called housekeeping with me! Muahaha!


71) Can you curl your tongue?
Sort of... Depending on what you classify as 'curled'.


72) Ever won a spelling bee?
Why, of course! :3 In class... Not a major one o.O


73) Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
No... I don't think so... Not from memory.


74) Own any record albums?
Nope!


75) Own a record player?
Noooooooooooooooo.


76) Regularly burn incense?
Naaa. I'd probably get high off of it knowing me :P


77) Ever been in love?
Yes <3


78) Who would you like to see in concert?
Marie Digby, Jessie J, Lady Gaga, Eric Saade, Darin, Vanessa Amorosi, Tyler Ward, Avril Lavigne and Jedward!


79) What was the last concert you saw?
Paramore!!! :D


80) Hot tea or cold tea?
How about... No tea!


81) Tea or coffee?
Water, please.


82) Sugar or snickerdoodles?
Uhm, sugar...?


83) Can you swim well?
I believe so.


84) Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yes. It's really not that difficult.


85) Are you patient?
Oh gosh no!


86) DJ or band at wedding?
Ooooooh... I might go with a band. :3


87) Ever won a contest?
Yis.


88) Ever have plastic surgery?
Hell. To. The. No.


89) Which are better, black or green olives?
Ewwww, neither.


90) Can you knit or crochet?
No... Disapoointed? :P


91) Best room for a fireplace?
Loungeroom <3


92) Do you want to get married?
Very much so. There's something so beautiful about marriage, I can't put my finger on it.


93) If married, how long have you been married?
Just over one year! *Sniff* [Phantomess]!!! <3


94) Who was your high school crush?
Well... My current one is [Riot!].


95) Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
Shamefully, yes, I sometimes still do this :P


96) Do you have kids?
Not yet.


97) Do you want kids?
Yes! I would love to have at least a boy and a girl! I mean, if I get two of the same gender I won't care, but yeah... I would love an adorable little girl in my arms... :)


98) What's your favourite colour?
Blue :)


99) Do you miss anyone right now?
Yes <3


~Cowboy take me away~

Random Facts!

The bold ones apply to me!

• I am a male.
• I am a girl.
• I am shorter than 5'4.
• I think I'm ugly.
• I have many scars.
• I tan easily.
• I wish my hair was a different colour.
• I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
• I have a tattoo.
• I am self-conscious about my appearance.
• I've have/had braces.
• I wear glasses.
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
• I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
• I have more than 2 piercings.
• I have piercings in place besides my ears.
• I have freckles.
• I've sworn at my parents.
• I've run away from home.
• I've been kicked out of the house.
• I have a sibling less than one year old.
• I want to have kids someday.
• I'm in school.
• I've lost a child.
• I have a job.
• I've fallen asleep at work/school.
• I almost always do/did my homework.
• I've missed a week or more of school.
• I failed more than one class last year.
• I've stolen something from my job.
• I've slipped out a "LOL" in a spoken conversation.
• Disney movies still make me cry.
• I've peed from laughing.
• I've snorted while laughing.
• I've laughed so hard I've cried.
• I've glued my hand to something.
• I've had my pants rip in public.
• I was born with a disease/impairment.
• I've broken a bone.
• I've gotten stitches/staples.
• I've had my tonsils removed.
• I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
• I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
• I had a serious surgery.
• I've had chicken pox.
• I've had measles.
• I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
• I've been on a plane.
• I've been to Canada.
• I've been to Mexico.
• I've been to Niagara Falls.
• I've been to Japan.
• I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
• I've been to Europe.
• I've been to Africa.
• I've gotten lost in my city.
• I've seen a shooting star.
• I've seen a meteor shower.
• I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
• I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
• I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (Unintentionally!)
• I've been to a casino.
• I've been skydiving.
• I've gone skinny dipping.
• I've played spin the bottle.
• I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
• I've crashed a car.
• I've been skiing.
• I've been in a play.
• I've met someone in person from Facebook.
• I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
• I've seen the Northern lights.
• I've sat on a roof top at night.
• I've played chicken.
• I've played a prank on someone.
• I've ridden in a taxi.
• I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
• I've eaten sushi.
• I've been snowboarding.
• I'm single.
• I'm in a relationship.
• I'm engaged.
• I'm married.
• I've gone on a blind date.
• I've been dumped more than the dumper.
• I miss someone right now.
• I have a fear of abandonment.
• I've gotten divorced.
• I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
• I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
• I've told someone I didn't like them when I did.
• I've kept something from a past relationship.
• I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
• I've had a crush on a teacher.
• I've been kissed in the rain.
• I've hugged a stranger.
• I have kissed a stranger.
• I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
• I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
• I've sneaked out of my house.
• I have lied to my parents about where I am.
• I am keeping a secret from the world.
• I've cheated while playing a game.
• I've cheated on a test.
• I've run a red light.
• I've been suspended from school.
• I've witnessed a crime.
• I've been in a fist fight.
• I've been arrested.
• I've passed out from drinking.
• I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
• I've smoked.
• I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
• I've eaten mushrooms. (If we're talking about the normal mushrooms in food that is...)
• I've popped E.
• I've inhaled Nitrous.
• I've done hard drugs.
• I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
• I can swallow about 3 pills at a time no problem.
• I have been diagnosed with depression.
• I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorders.
• I shut others out when I'm depressed.
• I've taken an anti-depressant.
• I have been anorexic or bulimic.
• I've hurt myself on purpose.
• I've woken up crying.
• I'm afraid of dying.
• I hate funerals.
• I've seen someone dying.
• Someone close to me has committed suicide.
• I've planned my own suicide.
• I've attempted suicide.
• I've written a eulogy for myself.
• I own over 5 rap CDs.
• I own an iPod or MP3 player.
• I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
• I own something from Hot Topic.
• I own something from Pac Sun.
• I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
• I collect comic books.

~That was somewhat depressing by the end~