Yesterday a group of fifteen TSAC'ers headed to the St Lucia campus of the University of Queensland... We went by, wait for it... MAXI TAXI! Because we are just that epic, word.
So anyways, my first thoughts walking into UQ went a little something like this...
$#@&!!! THIS PLACE IS MASSIVE! ZOMG I'M GONNA GET LOST HERE! I'M A LONER IN THE FIRST TWO SESSIONS WHAT THE HECK AM I GONNA DO?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Yeah... Turns out they had guides leading us around which was incredibly helpful! Especially my first guide... Ehehehehe... Why hello there! And what are you studying here? :P Unfortunately, I didn't have the balls to ask him... It's not like I'd be studying on that campus next year anyways (totes devo) so I'm never gonna see him again /Dramatic sigh/.
But seriously, thank goodness I'm going to go to the Gatton campus! It's gonna be smaller, which I shall find a lot better than walking around that giant of a campus! =.=
So yeah, my first session was Taste Testing As A Part Of Your Day Job which turned out to be quite fun. Our speakers were called Honest and Priscilla, and I made three new friends within five minutes! Mostly because we were put in a waiting room together with a few minutes of nothing to do... But talk! ^.^ All I recall doing is watching a couple of videos on stuffs, listen to Honest talk about burnt milk and tastebuds... I don't think there was really a point to what he was saying, but he's cool anyways! And eating chips and tim tams... Ehehe. Why else would I choose such a session up first?
Next was A Diverse Career With Animals which of course was my main one that I was hanging out for. My speaker was this really nice guy called Sky (or Skye? Eh) and he really helped me decide what I want to do! I mean, things are still a teensy bit sketchy but I'm more grounded with what I want to do...
I AM GOING TO BE A VET! Yeah, I've always wanted to be a vet, but a year or two ago I gave up that dream because an OP 1 is impossible for me to achieve. So my second choice was then a Dual Degree in Agribusiness and Applied Science (majoring in Animal Science and Wildlife Management). But while sitting that lecture, my passion for veterinary science was re-awakened and Sky kept saying how there are back doors in.
So! I have decided! I shall do the Dual Degree like I still want to do. I'm not sure if I'll go through with the whole four years, or cut it off after one (given that I get a GPA of 5.8). I only need to do one year then transfer into Vet Science, but it depends on how much I enjoy the Dual Degree... Oh and the trip to an Asian country in the fourth year is a major keeper for me ^.^
So yeah, I won't know until halfway through next year but it's all G! There's no rush...
Last was A Backstage Pass: Organising A Rock Festival. Yeah I almost fell asleep with this one... It was to do with Events Management which is more [Phantomess]'s kinda thang... I only chose it because it was the most interesting thing for me... Similar to Session 1 really.
So yeah, we got back to school after that to find that English Extension had been cancelled... HECK YEAH! I mean, gosh that sucked... ^.^
I was in a good mood! I got home all cheerful! I would have been singing, but I can't... Damn you vocal rest! =.= So yeah, all happy like until I got on my laptop and saw that I had a Facebook inbox from [Carl]. I flipped out. Literally! I jumped, almost screamed and ran across the room hyperventilating and death glaring the laptop. (Yes, I enjoy being melodramatic). All it said was "so hows things......" But that one sentence sent my mind into a whirlwind of confusion and stress...
I won't go into details, but the conversation ended with him requesting me at the school bubbler's this morning so he could vent his anger onto me; the object of his anger and frustration. A part of me understood that he needed to do it, another part of me was like asdfghjkl can I not go through it please?
But of course I did. It wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be... For some reason I thought he would come up and slap me and start yelling profanities... Thankfully he didn't. But what he did do was remind me (for the thousandth time) what I did and how I hurt him and everything, and asking me 20 questions. Which I found irritating because he should have moved on by now... Because I had, but now he's brought me back to square one. I'm rethinking and over thinking everything again, and doubting whether I made the right decision.
I mean, I miss aspects of our relationship. How could I not? It doesn't exactly help when I'm now with someone who hasn't had a girlfriend before me... Not that I'm blaming him, it's clearly not his fault! I guess the adjustment is really taking it's toll... To the point where I'm unsure what I want. I seem to have difficulties when it comes to things like this... =.= I never know what I have till it's gone; and I guess I'm one of those people where if I want something, I'll go after it, but once I have it I want something else... Then I get whatever that is but miss what I used to have. I'm so messed up right now, I have no idea what I'm going to do...
Ahem, moving on... This afternoon at school the year 12's were told we had this QCS practice thingy... SO we head in and there's this guy... My first honest thought when I first saw him and heard him speak? 'He's a fuddy duddy snob who could be gay..." But no, he's married... But the snob part is correct. He was insulting pretty much every school except for Brisbane Girls because they're the top or something... He was incredibly over-the-top and (personally) he tended to use wrong tone of voice in situations... At one point he said "there's always one stupid ranga" referring to a guy in my class; and continued to refer to him as Ranga for half the time until he decided it was worth learning his name.
The title is one line I distinctly remember him saying... Suzie is his wife... Yeah, the way he said that line was quite creepy... As well as him saying at least twice, can you pee? Referring to the PEEL paragraphing technique... It was just weird. Just weird. I don't feel sorry for the year 11's (potentially year 10 and onwards too?) who will be getting him more next year. Heh.
So this fine evening what am I doing? Well... Facebook, iTunes and Blogger really. That's how much of a life I have! :P But I am hoping I can plan an outing with someone to go see the last Harry Potter movie this weekend, as well as go to an Expo. I guess homework fits in there somewhere ^.^
~I've been there, I thought she was the one, until I realised that she was gone...~
Friday, 15 July 2011
Tuesday, 12 July 2011
Can You Seriously Be Any More Immature?
Today was the first day of the third term at my school... And wow did I have mixed feelings all day! Like a yo-yo. Literally.
Okay, my day started at 6am (ew) so I could get to school at 7:10am because the Symphonic band was supposed to perform in the Assembly and that was the latest I could get there to ensure I was on time for the pre-show rehearsal. Turned out there was no Assembly. Oh that's cool! Just wake me up early for no damn reason! =.=
First up I had a Spare lesson. Yay for spares at the very start of a term so I can do no work! :D So yeah, I ended up chillbanging with ma peeps that lesson... We mostly checked out the Uni courses we're currently considering and looked at a couple of our assessment items coming up this term (depressingly).
English was supposed to be next but instead we had a guy called Adam (nickname - Dipper - see [GoJo], at least I can remember his name! ;P) from Elevate Education talking to us about new methods of memorising info... I don't know about everyone else, but all I can remember is a knight in shining armour resuscitating me and men - snake... Hehehehehehe good times giggling with [GoJo] about that one! ^.^
Morning Tea was good because I got to spend it with friends (FINALLY!). Well... It WAS good... Up until the last couple of minutes where I went to go ask [That Dancer Chick] is choir was definitely on this afternoon... She, as well as [Italy!] and another of her friends were sitting with [Carl]. I started talking to [TDC], but felt the cold shoulder from [Carl] the entire time... And by that I mean he was turned in the complete opposite direction of me and didn't say a word. The only time he spoke was after he looked at his watch. He then said "Well it's class time we better go" then left faster than I've seen anyone leave for a while...
This hurt me. I mean, I get that he's not the biggest fan of me at the moment, and I don't expect him to be! But the fact that he couldn't even face me. (FACE ME LIKE A MAN!) <- Pretty sure that was what I was thinking the entire time... It's childish really. Utterly childish. After two years of being together he can't even acknowledge that I exist. This shocks me to the point that it kinda hurts... Oh, but it makes me kinda laugh at the same time because it's so immature! And I am going to lurrrrrve watching his "oh-so-great" acting for One... Remembering that we are 'married' in it. Let's see how he gets through that one aye?
So yeah back to my oh-so-interesting day... Maths was after the break, and for the first half I was sitting there not understanding the work, which made me feel stupid; which then made me almost begin crying in class. (Yeah I was emotional today guyz, no idea why). But then I started to get it which made me feel better... But still gotta long way to go!
Chemistry followed which was uneventful... Though we're learning about drugs this term! ;) Ehehehe... Sadly, it's the organic kind... /Sigh/ First they don't let us have alcohol when learning about it last term, and now they won't let us learn about the real stuff! :P I keed, I keed...
Lunch was spent with [Riot!] talking about how his English teacher asked if he knew what love felt like, as a teenager... This was followed by him saying "and not with your hands"... I wasn't there, but all I can say is... LOL! Gotta love the teachers at our school... ^.^ So yeah, I think that's the only thing I can remember from Lunch... :P
Physics was okay, we watched YouTube. It was educational mmkay? It was about Nuclear Fusion... Or something. I lost focus after a while... Mainly near the end when [Clearly Unfocused] and I were telling [nath_alex01] off for being racist against the physicist in the video...
After school was spent singing at Choir. It was going fairly well up until my voice decided to go "HAHA JOKES! I'ma play games wit chu". Which is understandable... I have had a sore throat for about three months now, but it's hard to get rid of it when I have vocal groups as well as my One solo demanding my voice... I went to the doctor's (again) this afternoon. I went a couple of weeks ago and was given antibiotics. Today she told me that last time I had a 'bite' of Laryngitis, but this time there isn't anything really wrong. So we came to the conclusion that I've just strained my voice by continuing to sing and talk excessively more than I should have been... Which I agree! I've cut back my singing, but I still sing more than I should... So now I am going on complete vocal rest for the next couple of weeks so /hopefully/ my voice will have recovered in time for my solo performance! (Literally I think I will have just under a week to practice once my rest ends...)
Yeah... I'm already irritated at the fact that I can't sing and it's been four hours... This is going to be fun! =.=
~There goes phone calls with the best friend...~
Sunday, 10 July 2011
Festivale!
Yesterday (after goodness how long I've been waiting) I went to go see the Abbey Medieval Festival.
Oh. My. Gosh.
There is absolutely no doubt in my mind that I will go next year!!! It is absolutely amazing! I can't begin to describe it! x3
Umm well to start with? The atmosphere! You can tell that everyone there (apart from maybe the bratty kids, but they're always like that) wanted to be there and was interested in what was there... And some of the costumes were awesome!!! There were some where it was like "Woah, bitch please... Put that away". Well maybe not quite that bad :P But there were also some where I was like ":O I can haz? Now?"
There was a jousting championship being held throughout the day and I watched the first session. There were two guys and a girl from Poland, and a girl from NSW, Australia... Let's just say I was going for the Aussie :3 She got through as well as one of the Polish guys, but I don't know who won the final championship thingy at the end of the day, because I would have been somewhere else...
One of the main reasons I went was to see [Riot!] fence; as well as hunt for a birthday present for him... Let's just say the hunt was fruitless =.= Must he be so annoying to buy for?!?!?! Maybe he wouldn't be so annoying if he weren't buying things throughout the day, leaving me with less options... Ugh. But I wasn't thinking about that when he was actually fencing... :3
What!?!? Don't tell me you wouldn't be distracted if you're boyfriend (ignore this next bit if you're a straight male) was fencing (you know, like fighting with a sword) in an outfit that's not too shabby... Ehehehe ^.^ Oh? I'm the only one? Eh, whatever... I like me some eye candy ^.^ Okay, I'm gonna shut up now...
LOL JOKES! I still have shiz to talk about :3 LOL at your life readers!
Ahem. Anyways... [Riot!] showed me around to a few stalls and one of the jewellery ones caught my eye... So what did I do? Well... After 10 minutes of having a mental battle over two similar necklaces I wanted which were both pentagrams, I chose one with... A fairy! Damn straight!
Shut up... I love fairies!!! For as long as I can remember I've always had an interest in them... I even have a collection of fairy figurines I used to play with... But I don't collect them anymore! Pfft, that would be just childish... :P Though I will admit some still catch my eye every now and again /Facepalm/ I really need to grow up...
So anyways, this fairy is silver with a gold dress, and gold shoes and hair. It's a kinda chunky sort of necklace with a long chain. Both of those aspects I normally hate on a necklace, but this one is different somehow. Ever since I bought it, I've kinda fallen in love with it :3 I didn't even want to take it off last night when I went to go to sleep! I did though, because I don't want to break it or anything... I could even go as far as saying I honestly feel as though I am wearing a guardian angel type thing around my neck... I have no idea how or why! I bought this necklace yesterday... The initial reason behind it was to stop the pentagram quarrel with myself... Now I can't see me wearing anything else! :P
Ahem, I really should move on... Gypsies! Yeah there were gypsies at Abbey. Not that I necessarily believe in what they believe in, but I found their dresses and jewelerry pretty, and what they slept in was small, but cute and quaint. Not that you'd catch me in them... No power points or internet!?!? Schhh no thank you!
Oh and there were at least to women walking around on stilts dressed as tree nymphs... They were pretty! :3
There was also some cannon thing going off every now and again... Sometimes I'd be all "Yeah, I didn't jump... WIN!" Then other times (like when we were unaware we were 30m away from the thing) I'd be like /Jumps/ "Ahhh! What the heck!?!?!" much to [Riot!]'s amusement I'm sure... :P
On a random tangent, I slept over [That Dancer Chick]'s house last night and met her Italian exchange student who is to be staying in Oz for the next 6 months... I shall call her [Italy!] (inspired I know, but don't judge me. I'm tired.) and she's really nice! :) She knows a fair amount of English, though every now and again [TDC] and I were left doing hand signals and trying to explain what some words were to her. I had a look through her Italian-English dictionary and attempted to learn some words, though the constant correction of pronunciation from [Italy!] reminded me that I really suck at learning other languages... :P I'm sure if I truly put my heart in it I could, but that's the problem... Which language do I want to learn more!?!?! D:
Anywho, I told her that if she [TDC] was ever away or unable to be found, she could always come hang with me! (If my friends have an issue with this, which I'm sure they wouldn't, they can stick it hehe).
Anyways, dinner is ready and I am starving!!! Om nom nom... Until next time! :D
~You're gonna be pop-u-who-lur...~
Oh. My. Gosh.
There is absolutely no doubt in my mind that I will go next year!!! It is absolutely amazing! I can't begin to describe it! x3
Umm well to start with? The atmosphere! You can tell that everyone there (apart from maybe the bratty kids, but they're always like that) wanted to be there and was interested in what was there... And some of the costumes were awesome!!! There were some where it was like "Woah, bitch please... Put that away". Well maybe not quite that bad :P But there were also some where I was like ":O I can haz? Now?"
There was a jousting championship being held throughout the day and I watched the first session. There were two guys and a girl from Poland, and a girl from NSW, Australia... Let's just say I was going for the Aussie :3 She got through as well as one of the Polish guys, but I don't know who won the final championship thingy at the end of the day, because I would have been somewhere else...
One of the main reasons I went was to see [Riot!] fence; as well as hunt for a birthday present for him... Let's just say the hunt was fruitless =.= Must he be so annoying to buy for?!?!?! Maybe he wouldn't be so annoying if he weren't buying things throughout the day, leaving me with less options... Ugh. But I wasn't thinking about that when he was actually fencing... :3
What!?!? Don't tell me you wouldn't be distracted if you're boyfriend (ignore this next bit if you're a straight male) was fencing (you know, like fighting with a sword) in an outfit that's not too shabby... Ehehehe ^.^ Oh? I'm the only one? Eh, whatever... I like me some eye candy ^.^ Okay, I'm gonna shut up now...
LOL JOKES! I still have shiz to talk about :3 LOL at your life readers!
Ahem. Anyways... [Riot!] showed me around to a few stalls and one of the jewellery ones caught my eye... So what did I do? Well... After 10 minutes of having a mental battle over two similar necklaces I wanted which were both pentagrams, I chose one with... A fairy! Damn straight!
Shut up... I love fairies!!! For as long as I can remember I've always had an interest in them... I even have a collection of fairy figurines I used to play with... But I don't collect them anymore! Pfft, that would be just childish... :P Though I will admit some still catch my eye every now and again /Facepalm/ I really need to grow up...
So anyways, this fairy is silver with a gold dress, and gold shoes and hair. It's a kinda chunky sort of necklace with a long chain. Both of those aspects I normally hate on a necklace, but this one is different somehow. Ever since I bought it, I've kinda fallen in love with it :3 I didn't even want to take it off last night when I went to go to sleep! I did though, because I don't want to break it or anything... I could even go as far as saying I honestly feel as though I am wearing a guardian angel type thing around my neck... I have no idea how or why! I bought this necklace yesterday... The initial reason behind it was to stop the pentagram quarrel with myself... Now I can't see me wearing anything else! :P
Ahem, I really should move on... Gypsies! Yeah there were gypsies at Abbey. Not that I necessarily believe in what they believe in, but I found their dresses and jewelerry pretty, and what they slept in was small, but cute and quaint. Not that you'd catch me in them... No power points or internet!?!? Schhh no thank you!
Oh and there were at least to women walking around on stilts dressed as tree nymphs... They were pretty! :3
There was also some cannon thing going off every now and again... Sometimes I'd be all "Yeah, I didn't jump... WIN!" Then other times (like when we were unaware we were 30m away from the thing) I'd be like /Jumps/ "Ahhh! What the heck!?!?!" much to [Riot!]'s amusement I'm sure... :P
On a random tangent, I slept over [That Dancer Chick]'s house last night and met her Italian exchange student who is to be staying in Oz for the next 6 months... I shall call her [Italy!] (inspired I know, but don't judge me. I'm tired.) and she's really nice! :) She knows a fair amount of English, though every now and again [TDC] and I were left doing hand signals and trying to explain what some words were to her. I had a look through her Italian-English dictionary and attempted to learn some words, though the constant correction of pronunciation from [Italy!] reminded me that I really suck at learning other languages... :P I'm sure if I truly put my heart in it I could, but that's the problem... Which language do I want to learn more!?!?! D:
Anywho, I told her that if she [TDC] was ever away or unable to be found, she could always come hang with me! (If my friends have an issue with this, which I'm sure they wouldn't, they can stick it hehe).
Anyways, dinner is ready and I am starving!!! Om nom nom... Until next time! :D
~You're gonna be pop-u-who-lur...~
Wednesday, 6 July 2011
89 Truths
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water... Cause I'm awesome like that!
2. Last phone call: To my dearest mother giving her the ingredients for tonight's dinner...
3. Last text message: [Riot!].
4. Last song you listened to: Quad City Stomp. Which would be playing as I type.
5. Last time you cried: I almost cried while watching Tangled with [That Dancer Chick]. But I can't remember the last time I actually cried...
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone: Why yes.
7. Been cheated on: Yes to that too.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yis.
9. Lost someone special: Massive yes to this one. Referring to recent tales.
10. Been depressed: Yes... Those were dark times...
11. Been so drunk you threw up: Yeah totally...
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Jade Green.
13. Sky Blue.
14. Most other blues too come to think of it! :3
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU-(2011):
15. Made a new friend?: Yes.
16. Fallen out of love?: No.
17. Laughed until you cried? Yes, mostly with [That Dancer Chick]. :P
18. Met someone who changed you? Not so far this year I don't think... Not majorly anyway.
19. Found out who your true friends were? Pfft. I found that out years ago ^.^
20. Found out someone was talking about you? Oh yes... What with recent rumours flying round about me with the whole [Carl] situation... Yes, I've heard lovely things.
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list?: Why yes.
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life: Actually pretty much all of my Facebook friends I have met at one point or other in real life! I only have less than 10 people who I've never met before...
3. Do you have any pets: Yes. Three dogs; Chelsea, Max and Beau. We did have a bird called Alex but he flew away after Mum forgot he was still in the cage while cleaning it outside. Yeah smart Mum! :P Oh well, it was my sister's bird and it annoyed me...
25. What time did you wake up today: Around 11am. Damn I love holidays! :D
26. What were you doing at midnight last night: Playing Solitaire on my phone...
27. Name something you CANNOT wait for: QCS to be over! And the formal! And graduating so I can get the heck out of school! :3 Oh and to go on The Amazing Race with [TenutoTuo] hehe...
28. Last time you saw your Mother: About quarter of an hour ago... Because she called me downstairs about something... I forget what.
29. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Something I don't wish to discuss on here...
30. What are you listening to right now: Stay the Night - James Blunt.
31. Have you ever talked to some one named Tom: Why yes, yes I have! At least three actually.
32. What's getting on your nerves right now: My hair. It irritates me. I need a haircut... A new colour would be nice! But I have no $$$ =/
33. Most visited web page: Facebook, Twitter, Blogger, Yahoo Mail and Google.
34. Nicknames: To mention them would potentially give away my identity... Which I refuse to do!
36. Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
37. He or She: I believe I am a she.
38. Elementary? Playford Primary School.
39. Middle School? Playford Primary -> Woodcrest State College -> TSAC
40 High School? TSAC
41. Hair Color? Gosh knows! It's multicoloured... Literally!
42. Long or short? Long.
43. Height? Short :3
44. Do you have crush on someone? Hahahaha. Pretty sure I do! ;P
45. What do you like about yourself? Ummm, I struggle answering this question.
46. Piercings? Yeah no...
47. Tattoos? Haha! No.
48. Righty or lefty? Righty.
49. First surgery: Haven't had one yet.
50. First piercing: I don't have a piercing!?!
51. First best friend: [Pinnuck!]
52. First sport you joined: Pretty sure it was Netball...
RIGHT NOW:
53. Eating: Oxygen :3
54. Drinking: Water vapour in the air.
55. I'm about to: Go and play an online game...
57. Waiting for: [Riot!] to get online! =.=
58. Want kids? Yes I do :)
59. Want to get married? Of course!
60. Career? Ugh, I don't completely know anymore... Something with animals.
WHICH IS BETTER :
61. Lips or eyes? Eyes.
62. Hugs or kisses? Hugs.
63. Shorter or taller: Taller.
64. Older or Younger?: Well... I could go either way.
65. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
66. Nice stomach or nice arms? What the heck!?!? Oh right never mind. Umm... I'm gonna go with both.
67. Sensitive or loud?: Sensitive.
68. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
69. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hehe. Trouble maker.
HAVE YOU EVER:
70. Kissed a stranger: No! Though I'd love to see their face afterwards if I did :P
71. Drank hard liquor: LOL no.
72. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope, don't have them!
73. Sex on first date: Bitch please... No.
74. Broken someone's heart: Yes... But it's not like I ever wanted too!
75. Had your own heart broken: Oh yeah.
76. Turned someone down: Heh, yes.
77. Cried when someone died: Yes.
78. Fallen for a friend: Yeah.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
79. Yourself: Not really...
80. Miracles: Yeah.
81. Love at first sight: Yes I do.
82. Santa Clause: Hells yeah!
83. Kiss on the first night: No, not really...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
84. Had more than one bf/gf at one time: Excusez-moi? No way!
85. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes! Well there's multiple :3 Some of them are in other countries though... D;
86. Did you sing today? When do I not sing? :P
87. If you could go back in time, how far would you go and why? I would go back to around January/February when WICKED was in Bris Vegas. And I would watch it. Over, and over, and over again! :3
88. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? Oh gosh ummm... I really don't know! Actually come to think of it. I would relive the 17th of October. Why? Because that was the night of the Paramore concert I attended with [Riot!]. Good times :)
89. Are you afraid of falling in love? Well, it's a bit late to be worrying about that... :P
~Stolen from [sarahmay]~
1. Last beverage: Water... Cause I'm awesome like that!
2. Last phone call: To my dearest mother giving her the ingredients for tonight's dinner...
3. Last text message: [Riot!].
4. Last song you listened to: Quad City Stomp. Which would be playing as I type.
5. Last time you cried: I almost cried while watching Tangled with [That Dancer Chick]. But I can't remember the last time I actually cried...
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone: Why yes.
7. Been cheated on: Yes to that too.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yis.
9. Lost someone special: Massive yes to this one. Referring to recent tales.
10. Been depressed: Yes... Those were dark times...
11. Been so drunk you threw up: Yeah totally...
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Jade Green.
13. Sky Blue.
14. Most other blues too come to think of it! :3
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU-(2011):
15. Made a new friend?: Yes.
16. Fallen out of love?: No.
17. Laughed until you cried? Yes, mostly with [That Dancer Chick]. :P
18. Met someone who changed you? Not so far this year I don't think... Not majorly anyway.
19. Found out who your true friends were? Pfft. I found that out years ago ^.^
20. Found out someone was talking about you? Oh yes... What with recent rumours flying round about me with the whole [Carl] situation... Yes, I've heard lovely things.
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list?: Why yes.
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life: Actually pretty much all of my Facebook friends I have met at one point or other in real life! I only have less than 10 people who I've never met before...
3. Do you have any pets: Yes. Three dogs; Chelsea, Max and Beau. We did have a bird called Alex but he flew away after Mum forgot he was still in the cage while cleaning it outside. Yeah smart Mum! :P Oh well, it was my sister's bird and it annoyed me...
25. What time did you wake up today: Around 11am. Damn I love holidays! :D
26. What were you doing at midnight last night: Playing Solitaire on my phone...
27. Name something you CANNOT wait for: QCS to be over! And the formal! And graduating so I can get the heck out of school! :3 Oh and to go on The Amazing Race with [TenutoTuo] hehe...
28. Last time you saw your Mother: About quarter of an hour ago... Because she called me downstairs about something... I forget what.
29. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Something I don't wish to discuss on here...
30. What are you listening to right now: Stay the Night - James Blunt.
31. Have you ever talked to some one named Tom: Why yes, yes I have! At least three actually.
32. What's getting on your nerves right now: My hair. It irritates me. I need a haircut... A new colour would be nice! But I have no $$$ =/
33. Most visited web page: Facebook, Twitter, Blogger, Yahoo Mail and Google.
34. Nicknames: To mention them would potentially give away my identity... Which I refuse to do!
36. Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
37. He or She: I believe I am a she.
38. Elementary? Playford Primary School.
39. Middle School? Playford Primary -> Woodcrest State College -> TSAC
40 High School? TSAC
41. Hair Color? Gosh knows! It's multicoloured... Literally!
42. Long or short? Long.
43. Height? Short :3
44. Do you have crush on someone? Hahahaha. Pretty sure I do! ;P
45. What do you like about yourself? Ummm, I struggle answering this question.
46. Piercings? Yeah no...
47. Tattoos? Haha! No.
48. Righty or lefty? Righty.
49. First surgery: Haven't had one yet.
50. First piercing: I don't have a piercing!?!
51. First best friend: [Pinnuck!]
52. First sport you joined: Pretty sure it was Netball...
RIGHT NOW:
53. Eating: Oxygen :3
54. Drinking: Water vapour in the air.
55. I'm about to: Go and play an online game...
57. Waiting for: [Riot!] to get online! =.=
58. Want kids? Yes I do :)
59. Want to get married? Of course!
60. Career? Ugh, I don't completely know anymore... Something with animals.
WHICH IS BETTER :
61. Lips or eyes? Eyes.
62. Hugs or kisses? Hugs.
63. Shorter or taller: Taller.
64. Older or Younger?: Well... I could go either way.
65. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
66. Nice stomach or nice arms? What the heck!?!? Oh right never mind. Umm... I'm gonna go with both.
67. Sensitive or loud?: Sensitive.
68. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
69. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hehe. Trouble maker.
HAVE YOU EVER:
70. Kissed a stranger: No! Though I'd love to see their face afterwards if I did :P
71. Drank hard liquor: LOL no.
72. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope, don't have them!
73. Sex on first date: Bitch please... No.
74. Broken someone's heart: Yes... But it's not like I ever wanted too!
75. Had your own heart broken: Oh yeah.
76. Turned someone down: Heh, yes.
77. Cried when someone died: Yes.
78. Fallen for a friend: Yeah.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
79. Yourself: Not really...
80. Miracles: Yeah.
81. Love at first sight: Yes I do.
82. Santa Clause: Hells yeah!
83. Kiss on the first night: No, not really...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
84. Had more than one bf/gf at one time: Excusez-moi? No way!
85. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes! Well there's multiple :3 Some of them are in other countries though... D;
86. Did you sing today? When do I not sing? :P
87. If you could go back in time, how far would you go and why? I would go back to around January/February when WICKED was in Bris Vegas. And I would watch it. Over, and over, and over again! :3
88. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? Oh gosh ummm... I really don't know! Actually come to think of it. I would relive the 17th of October. Why? Because that was the night of the Paramore concert I attended with [Riot!]. Good times :)
89. Are you afraid of falling in love? Well, it's a bit late to be worrying about that... :P
~Stolen from [sarahmay]~
Sunday, 3 July 2011
Just A Little Vent...
So I was reading [Clearly Unfocused]'s blog about going out with [White Ribbon] and [Phantomess] and checking out some hot waiter at this restaurant they had lunch at... Anywho, it made me realise just how frustrated and bored I am right now.
The first week of holidays we're great! I was catching up with anybody and everybody every day; which made me feel really good because that had never happened before for me... My holidays are usually as sucky as they are now, throughout the entire time...
The past week my grandparents were here (Well they were here for the first week too, I just kept ditching...) and all of a sudden I wasn't catching up with people as much... I caught up with [Tenuto Tuo] at one point and [Riot!] at another but the rest of the week dragged on... I mean, I love my grandparents... They actually love us enough to want to see us every year and stuffs... But they annoy the heck out of me! >.<
They are early birds... I enjoy my sleep... So every morning when I woke up they would always say to me "Good afternoon! Are you on the afternoon shift?" even though it was still morning... Okay... This was kinda funny about five years ago... Every year since then? It has cheesed me off to no end hearing it every morning... Oh and not to mention that my Nana is the most fidgety, must-always-be-out-of-house person I know... I seriously wonder how much petrol they go through and how they can afford to keep up with it! It also becomes incredibly annoying when you're at a shopping centre with her because you might want to look at something but she's already looked so she says "Been there done that, come on!". Me: "But I wanna look at something!?!" Nana: "No! Move it!" =.=
So yeah my week has been filled with a lot of nothing but being annoyed to no end by my grandparents... And this week is going to be filled with... Wait for it... BABYSITTING! Oh hells yes! =.=
My parents are back at work so I have to watch my darling siblings... Well Mum was working all these holidays; it's more because Dad is now moving into a new job... Yes, after 24 years working in defense he quit and is now moving onto... Resource and energy! Wow, this is going to be interesting for him... But hey! More $$$ so I am happy! Hehe :3
Eh, I can just tell that my week will be filled with being woken up much earlier than I'd prefer by a screaming sister or brother because the other one is on the computer before 10am or because they won't let the other one have a turn, or some other pathetic reason that they can't work out themselves... =.= Seriously. I wish every day that my brother would have the awakening I did about a year before his age now... I get that he has the syndrome worse than I do... But he's a heck of a lot brighter than me because of it! I don't know... I just like to think that he would use those fabulous brain cells of his in the right way and start working towards learning to change his ways like I had too... Well I still am really! I always will be... But it's the start that makes the massive difference! Once he can manage to do that; I can see the amount of stupid fights between him and our sister decrease dramatically!
On the plus side, I am going to be attending the Abbey Medieval Festival next weekend to check out the sights and sounds, and to watch [Riot!] fence, and fence... and fence... and probably fence some more! :P Definitely something to look forward to after enduring this next week and going into what will be the toughest and most stressful school term of my life! :S
~I need a doctor to being me back to life~
The first week of holidays we're great! I was catching up with anybody and everybody every day; which made me feel really good because that had never happened before for me... My holidays are usually as sucky as they are now, throughout the entire time...
The past week my grandparents were here (Well they were here for the first week too, I just kept ditching...) and all of a sudden I wasn't catching up with people as much... I caught up with [Tenuto Tuo] at one point and [Riot!] at another but the rest of the week dragged on... I mean, I love my grandparents... They actually love us enough to want to see us every year and stuffs... But they annoy the heck out of me! >.<
They are early birds... I enjoy my sleep... So every morning when I woke up they would always say to me "Good afternoon! Are you on the afternoon shift?" even though it was still morning... Okay... This was kinda funny about five years ago... Every year since then? It has cheesed me off to no end hearing it every morning... Oh and not to mention that my Nana is the most fidgety, must-always-be-out-of-house person I know... I seriously wonder how much petrol they go through and how they can afford to keep up with it! It also becomes incredibly annoying when you're at a shopping centre with her because you might want to look at something but she's already looked so she says "Been there done that, come on!". Me: "But I wanna look at something!?!" Nana: "No! Move it!" =.=
So yeah my week has been filled with a lot of nothing but being annoyed to no end by my grandparents... And this week is going to be filled with... Wait for it... BABYSITTING! Oh hells yes! =.=
My parents are back at work so I have to watch my darling siblings... Well Mum was working all these holidays; it's more because Dad is now moving into a new job... Yes, after 24 years working in defense he quit and is now moving onto... Resource and energy! Wow, this is going to be interesting for him... But hey! More $$$ so I am happy! Hehe :3
Eh, I can just tell that my week will be filled with being woken up much earlier than I'd prefer by a screaming sister or brother because the other one is on the computer before 10am or because they won't let the other one have a turn, or some other pathetic reason that they can't work out themselves... =.= Seriously. I wish every day that my brother would have the awakening I did about a year before his age now... I get that he has the syndrome worse than I do... But he's a heck of a lot brighter than me because of it! I don't know... I just like to think that he would use those fabulous brain cells of his in the right way and start working towards learning to change his ways like I had too... Well I still am really! I always will be... But it's the start that makes the massive difference! Once he can manage to do that; I can see the amount of stupid fights between him and our sister decrease dramatically!
On the plus side, I am going to be attending the Abbey Medieval Festival next weekend to check out the sights and sounds, and to watch [Riot!] fence, and fence... and fence... and probably fence some more! :P Definitely something to look forward to after enduring this next week and going into what will be the toughest and most stressful school term of my life! :S
~I need a doctor to being me back to life~
Sunday, 26 June 2011
Believe It, Or Not!
Well, over the past few days I have been struggling to find motivation or a topic to blog about... And honestly, I still can't! But I'm being peer pressured by [Riot!] so I guess I don't have a choice... :P
Today I went to the Coast of Gold to check out Ripley's Believe It Or Not with the family, which turned out to be quite good fun! I mean, you had your really freaky things in there like masks made of human skulls, shrunken heads, two-headed animals and baby... Not to mention the people with abilities such as: being able to pop their eyes out of their socket way too far, crocodile teeth dentures, enchanting snakes to crawl in the nose and out the mouth, and spending around $375,000 on food every day; yet still starving their mother to death to be able to rule their world... But hey! There's the cool stuff too! :P
Oh, and there was also a Street Performer's Festival on at the same time which was cool cause I got to see a guy on a twelve-foot high unicycle at one point, two girls in black and white riding around on a ribbon-y bike while bopping to a song that this guy is singing at another, a teenage girl singing opera at another, and one of those people who act as statues freak out a little kid... Ahhh gotta love thinking something is a legitimate statue only to have them suddenly move and go "BOO!' at you...
So yeah, I got about three hours driving in today, which puts my total up to about 30-31 hours... Only 69-70 more hours to go! Woo! :P Well, if I think about it... I only need around 40 more hours driving with my family, then 10 hours with a driving instructor and I'm done! /Sigh/ Hopefully I get them real soon so I can drive wherever the heck I want, when I want! :P
So I've read on a couple of my friend's blogs about what they do on their holidays... So why not copy! :P
Well, so far these holidays I don't think I've had a single day just at home yet... I've had One rehearsals, catching up with friends/[Riot!], or going out with family to places... In a way it's been a good thing because it's been able to distract me from the ugly situation I'm in which I am reminded of whenever I have a chance to really think about it...
As you know, I finally told [Carl] that I didn't want to be anything but friends with him, which then turned into him deleting me off of Facebook for reasons unknown to me at the time...
Well, a couple of nights ago I made the stupid mistake to talk to him... I mean, after two years of talking to each other every single day in some way or form to have then gone a week with absolutely zero contact, and having no way of knowing what he's thinking/feeling; I couldn't take it anymore!
Anyway, things started out awkward but okay, until [Carl] just decided to snap at me so I left it at that... The next night he apologised but things quickly turned sour again so I have now blocked him on MSN; and am not planning on talking to him for quite sometime... Except for times when I'll have no choice such as One rehearsals...
I don't know... I'd still love to be just friends with him! But with [Carl] it's either everything or nothing at all... And as much as it sucks, I am not willing to be everything with him right now...
/Sigh/... Well that's certainly not where I wanted this blog to go... But I am struggling to find much else to talk about because this current issue is consuming my thoughts a heck of a lot more than I thought it was...
~It's amazing how comforting three Maltese Terriers are in your time of need~
Wednesday, 22 June 2011
On The Days I Can't See Your Eyes, I Don't Even Want To Open Mine
So yesterday I was at Southbank with my family... So what did I do? I listened to my iPod, and people watched. Man, the people you see at Southbank is insane! Within five minutes I had already seen two girls modelling in corsets (the amount of guys lining up and snapping pictures was crazy... Like dudes, keep it in yo pants =.=) and someone fast asleep on the grass, using their bag as a pillow... Not to mention the usual sorts of people you come across. This includes; bitchy school girls, bogans, classy arty people, people who hold themselves like a classy person but are wearing bogan clothes, creepy old men who stare at you as you walk by /shudder/ and adorable children who make you want to go and hug them randomly... :D
I did notice that I listened to Manboy quite a bit yesterday after [Tenuto Tuo] reminded me how that song is the reason I listen to most of the music I listen to nowadays! /Reminisces/ Ahhhh Eric Saade, how I love you... <3
Another song I listened to a fair bit was God Damn You're Beautiful by Chester See. I was introduced to this song through one of my old Adelaide friends posting it on their profile. The first time I heard it I was like "Eh", but of course like any good song it eventually won my heart... :) Especially yesterday when I was almost tearing up listening to it!
I would absolutely love it if life could stay the way it is right now, forever... (Fat chance, but you know... Here's hoping! :D) Yesterday I felt no stress at all! I was just wondering round Southbank casually watching people, and listening to songs that made me have to watch myself or people would start looking at me going "WTF!?!?! She's crying/grinning like an idiot? What the heck is that girl on!?!?!". Yeah, Chester See can do that to me... I have no idea how! Maybe it's because it's one of those exceedingly cheesy love songs that I am falling so hard for right now...
Shuddup! Don't judge me! =.=
Random side note: But I felt that I should inform both [Tenuto Tuo] and [Riot!] that I do not appreciate the both of you ganging up on me this afternoon! I know you both will read this, and I would just like to say that I will NOT put my hearts in the air, and I would appreciate it if my boyfriend took me side rather than [Tuo]'s! Kthx.
Also, wait for it... Wait for it... PERSONAL RECORD!!! And by that I mean, I managed to walk to [Riot!]'s house in exactly eight minutes! :D I used to do it in about 15-20 because I'm fat and lazy, and walk exceedingly slow... Now I am treating it as my physical exercise (because, let's face it, I don't get any other form), which isn't that much, but it's a start mmkayy? ^.^
So how to summarise the day I had today... Hmmm... Well to start with, I arrived at [Riot!]s house to find him asleep... /Aw!/ Then once he had decided he was presentable, the rest of the day was filled with making Easy Mac for lunch (which I seemed to fail at epically), insulting each other's method of eating Cookie's and Cream ice cream, lots and lots of whipped cream (Well for [Riot!] anyway! :P), and his dog trying to pull down my pants... Yeah, thanks for that Roxy! =.=
And what did I do once I got home? Went on MSN and started playing an online game with [Riot!]; because we're cool kids like that! :P But in all seriousness, I do love being able to spend all day with him, only to go home and still want to talk and be geeky gamers together :D <3
/Yawn/ Well I guess that is a sign that I am tired, therefore I should most likely head off to bed... My dearest father is planning on taking me out driving around Logan tomorrow so I can get some hours up... I'm a quarter of the way guys! After a year and a half... But whatevs! I'm going places! :D
~Fare thee well~
Shuddup! Don't judge me! =.=
Random side note: But I felt that I should inform both [Tenuto Tuo] and [Riot!] that I do not appreciate the both of you ganging up on me this afternoon! I know you both will read this, and I would just like to say that I will NOT put my hearts in the air, and I would appreciate it if my boyfriend took me side rather than [Tuo]'s! Kthx.
Also, wait for it... Wait for it... PERSONAL RECORD!!! And by that I mean, I managed to walk to [Riot!]'s house in exactly eight minutes! :D I used to do it in about 15-20 because I'm fat and lazy, and walk exceedingly slow... Now I am treating it as my physical exercise (because, let's face it, I don't get any other form), which isn't that much, but it's a start mmkayy? ^.^
So how to summarise the day I had today... Hmmm... Well to start with, I arrived at [Riot!]s house to find him asleep... /Aw!/ Then once he had decided he was presentable, the rest of the day was filled with making Easy Mac for lunch (which I seemed to fail at epically), insulting each other's method of eating Cookie's and Cream ice cream, lots and lots of whipped cream (Well for [Riot!] anyway! :P), and his dog trying to pull down my pants... Yeah, thanks for that Roxy! =.=
And what did I do once I got home? Went on MSN and started playing an online game with [Riot!]; because we're cool kids like that! :P But in all seriousness, I do love being able to spend all day with him, only to go home and still want to talk and be geeky gamers together :D <3
/Yawn/ Well I guess that is a sign that I am tired, therefore I should most likely head off to bed... My dearest father is planning on taking me out driving around Logan tomorrow so I can get some hours up... I'm a quarter of the way guys! After a year and a half... But whatevs! I'm going places! :D
~Fare thee well~
Monday, 20 June 2011
WARNING! Exceedingly Cheesy Post Ahead!
Have you ever had one of those absolutely amazing days, where nothing went wrong and you finally realised that this is what you want and where you want to be? Well, I was fortunate to have one of them today... And what better way to have this happen to you, then when you're with your boyfriend! :)
After all that I have been through recently, it was so nice just to be able to go for a stroll down to Subway with [Riot!]; teasing each other about what we eat/don't eat... We then walked around the lake just talking about anything and everything; followed by resting and duck watching, causing more laughs over mine and his epic fails...
Every second of today, I was loving it! I never feel awkward around him, and even when we're not talking; it's not like either of us feel like we HAVE to talk.
The one thing I realised today is how much I was repressed and how much I actually didn't like being with [Carl]. Before I met him, I was the most innocent year 10 student who wouldn't have a clue about anything! The first day I met [Carl] is when everything changed... The first day we met was the first day we went out, and that night we made out! Yeah, I was as freaked out as you possibly are now... From there, things moved way too quick for my liking. No matter how many times I would tell him. It wasn't too much after the one year mark that I lost my virginity...
This, is definitely one of the biggest things I regret. Ever since that day I have felt horrible. The fact that [Carl] wasn't even legal to have it; yet he still insisted every single time I saw him to the point where I just gave in... This actually sums up our relationship... The bigger, better-with-words guy repressing and manipulating the small, easy-to-confuse-therefore-manipulate girl to do whatever he wishes...
It's crazy how jealous I am of [Clearly Unfocused] and [Phantomess] because of the innocence they have. I mean, sure they know about stuff, but who doesn't? I don't know exactly what girls picture their first time to be; but I'm sure it wouldn't be one that involved practically being forced into it (though at the time being manipulated into thinking that it's worth doing).
This is one of the reasons why I am so happy right now! I mean, I finally shake [Carl] off after weeks of begging and pining to have me back; and I spend an entire day with [Riot!] just enjoying each others company and sharing the most simplest of moments. I feel like I can start afresh! Turn over a new page where I can pretend that I'm that innocent year 10 student again... It's so comforting to know that I'm with a guy who wants to spend time with me; because he wants to spend genuine time with me! Not one who always seems to have his hormones control his actions... :/
Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain
'Cause I see sparks fly
Whenever you smile
I've had this song stuck in my head all day and I can't help but smile every time I sing it in my head because it so applies to the how I felt today! I honestly can't remember the last time I blushed because of a compliment I received, or the last time I felt truly wanted.
I'm the kind of person who appreciates and loves all the little things one can do. I don't expect expensive presents; if anything I tend to prefer the cheaper ones because of the simplicity and thought behind them. Not saying there isn't thought behind the expensive ones, but yeah, I'm a special child okay? :P Anyways, so this means that I absolutely love it when I'm with a guy who just grabs your hand and holds it or kisses it; or who gestures to you to hurry up and sit next to them when they already know you're going to already. I guess I'm basically one of those girls that love the things you usually find in movies, or hear in songs... But I'm actually lucky enough to be experiencing such things right now, and it makes me unbelievably happy! :) <3
Well, I have no idea what this post was initially going to be about, but if any of you got bored by the end... Stick it! :P I'm so happy right now, none of you trolls are gonna ruin it! Mmkayy??
~Is it sad to say that I was grinning like an idiot while writing the end of this post?~
After all that I have been through recently, it was so nice just to be able to go for a stroll down to Subway with [Riot!]; teasing each other about what we eat/don't eat... We then walked around the lake just talking about anything and everything; followed by resting and duck watching, causing more laughs over mine and his epic fails...
Every second of today, I was loving it! I never feel awkward around him, and even when we're not talking; it's not like either of us feel like we HAVE to talk.
The one thing I realised today is how much I was repressed and how much I actually didn't like being with [Carl]. Before I met him, I was the most innocent year 10 student who wouldn't have a clue about anything! The first day I met [Carl] is when everything changed... The first day we met was the first day we went out, and that night we made out! Yeah, I was as freaked out as you possibly are now... From there, things moved way too quick for my liking. No matter how many times I would tell him. It wasn't too much after the one year mark that I lost my virginity...
This, is definitely one of the biggest things I regret. Ever since that day I have felt horrible. The fact that [Carl] wasn't even legal to have it; yet he still insisted every single time I saw him to the point where I just gave in... This actually sums up our relationship... The bigger, better-with-words guy repressing and manipulating the small, easy-to-confuse-therefore-manipulate girl to do whatever he wishes...
It's crazy how jealous I am of [Clearly Unfocused] and [Phantomess] because of the innocence they have. I mean, sure they know about stuff, but who doesn't? I don't know exactly what girls picture their first time to be; but I'm sure it wouldn't be one that involved practically being forced into it (though at the time being manipulated into thinking that it's worth doing).
This is one of the reasons why I am so happy right now! I mean, I finally shake [Carl] off after weeks of begging and pining to have me back; and I spend an entire day with [Riot!] just enjoying each others company and sharing the most simplest of moments. I feel like I can start afresh! Turn over a new page where I can pretend that I'm that innocent year 10 student again... It's so comforting to know that I'm with a guy who wants to spend time with me; because he wants to spend genuine time with me! Not one who always seems to have his hormones control his actions... :/
Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain
'Cause I see sparks fly
Whenever you smile
I've had this song stuck in my head all day and I can't help but smile every time I sing it in my head because it so applies to the how I felt today! I honestly can't remember the last time I blushed because of a compliment I received, or the last time I felt truly wanted.
I'm the kind of person who appreciates and loves all the little things one can do. I don't expect expensive presents; if anything I tend to prefer the cheaper ones because of the simplicity and thought behind them. Not saying there isn't thought behind the expensive ones, but yeah, I'm a special child okay? :P Anyways, so this means that I absolutely love it when I'm with a guy who just grabs your hand and holds it or kisses it; or who gestures to you to hurry up and sit next to them when they already know you're going to already. I guess I'm basically one of those girls that love the things you usually find in movies, or hear in songs... But I'm actually lucky enough to be experiencing such things right now, and it makes me unbelievably happy! :) <3
Well, I have no idea what this post was initially going to be about, but if any of you got bored by the end... Stick it! :P I'm so happy right now, none of you trolls are gonna ruin it! Mmkayy??
~Is it sad to say that I was grinning like an idiot while writing the end of this post?~
Sunday, 19 June 2011
Are You Sure You Want To Remove ___ As Your Friend?
Well today I went to the local shopping centre with my usual group of friends, and what's the first thing we do? Go into EB Games... Because we're cool kids like that! :D After that, our activities ranged from sitting out on the grass for awhile, telling numerous dirty jokes, singing Dancing Queen in front of ALDI, going into ALDI to buy some chocolate to (quoting [nath_alex01]) "orgasm" over it, going formal suit shopping for [Tenuto Tuo] and [Sasquatch]... This was followed (once the males had left the complex) by a deep, meaningful conversation between us girls about emotional musicals, why people should act like their true selves around people, and about what makes relationships work. We ended up concluding that relationships work best when the couple have things in common, as well things not.
Who wants to be in a relationship where you're both interested in EXACTLY the same things? It gets incredibly monotonous... Yet, if you have nothing in common at all, the relationship just wouldn't work due to the incessant fighting...
Anyways, so this got me thinking about the upcoming formal... Which made me start grinning stupidly cause I was thinking about how dress and how pretty it'll make me feel when I'm wearing that night... Ahem, anyway! It also got me thinking about who I want to be there with me, as my date. I mean, of course my boyfriend would be first choice! But neither of us are sure yet about whether or not he'll be nearby to attend... As for my second choice in partner; well, I don't have one!
Of course, if worst comes to worst, I can always just go with my groupies! :) It'll be an amazing night regardless of whether or not I have a designated partner by my side...
ZOMG! I just thought of the most EPIC way of travelling to the formal... In a horse drawn carriage! Okay, so I may be the only one who thinks of this as awesome... But hey! You will never stop the animal lover in me! :D And besides... I think of it as quite cute, romantic and different... (How many people nowadays could say they travelled in that sorta style? Hmmm? Not many because they all go for the limousines or those funky, old cars...).
I don't know... I guess I get all romantic and sappy at the thought of riding in a carriage without a roof, so I can just look at the sky, while snuggling up (Well, saying I'm with a male partner here...) for warmth, while listening to the sounds of horse hooves on the ground... Then again, there'd most likely be cars round going /Zhoom!/ and kinda ruining the mood... But shush! Don't tarnish the image! Hehe...
Soooo, I totes went onto Facebook today... As per usual... And realised that [Carl] had deleted me off of his friends list... My first thought... WTF!?!?!?! No actually, this is pretty much my ONLY thought... I mean, today I finally managed to stay strong and tell him for the last time that I do NOT want to be anything but friends with him at the current time. (Insert celebratory clap here). He was all okay about it. I mean, he wasn't exactly happy, but he wasn't as full on depressive as he has been lately... Which helped me deal with the situation a lot better... So I don't understand why he would've deleted me? I'm not sure if this is his way of dealing with it, or if he's going with a new strategy to win me back? Well, he's also deleted [Riot!] so I'm utterly confused right now...
It always seems like... When I finally can stop stressing over things; whether it be relationship wise or school or anything... Another things pops up straight after! I swear I haven't had a single hour where I haven't been stressing... Well, except for yesterday during the One rehearsal... I would like to thank the group of year 10's, [That Dancer Chick] (<- formally known as Tarsha till she joined the blogging world), and [Riot!] for making that happen! :) It was amazing to finally not have to stress about anything <3
But what happens the next day? I go to a shopping centre with my friends (that isn't the issue of course), only to have [Carl] come over on his break, beg me to see him after his shift, only to have us endure an awkward conversation that ended with me finally getting what I wanted... Only to come home and find he's deleted me on Facebook? I mean, the only reason this is worrying me is because I don't know the reason behind it... I assume it must be pretty big? I don't know... I'm so confused right now :/
I don't even have the guts to call him and find out! :P Yeah, I'm a massive chicken... But it means I taste good, so it's all G! ;)
Well, my fellow symphony writers, I don't have much more to write about this fine evening, so I shall bid you adieu, and go find something to do to make my mind off of current events!
~I'm thinking, what the hell?~
Who wants to be in a relationship where you're both interested in EXACTLY the same things? It gets incredibly monotonous... Yet, if you have nothing in common at all, the relationship just wouldn't work due to the incessant fighting...
Anyways, so this got me thinking about the upcoming formal... Which made me start grinning stupidly cause I was thinking about how dress and how pretty it'll make me feel when I'm wearing that night... Ahem, anyway! It also got me thinking about who I want to be there with me, as my date. I mean, of course my boyfriend would be first choice! But neither of us are sure yet about whether or not he'll be nearby to attend... As for my second choice in partner; well, I don't have one!
Of course, if worst comes to worst, I can always just go with my groupies! :) It'll be an amazing night regardless of whether or not I have a designated partner by my side...
ZOMG! I just thought of the most EPIC way of travelling to the formal... In a horse drawn carriage! Okay, so I may be the only one who thinks of this as awesome... But hey! You will never stop the animal lover in me! :D And besides... I think of it as quite cute, romantic and different... (How many people nowadays could say they travelled in that sorta style? Hmmm? Not many because they all go for the limousines or those funky, old cars...).
I don't know... I guess I get all romantic and sappy at the thought of riding in a carriage without a roof, so I can just look at the sky, while snuggling up (Well, saying I'm with a male partner here...) for warmth, while listening to the sounds of horse hooves on the ground... Then again, there'd most likely be cars round going /Zhoom!/ and kinda ruining the mood... But shush! Don't tarnish the image! Hehe...
Soooo, I totes went onto Facebook today... As per usual... And realised that [Carl] had deleted me off of his friends list... My first thought... WTF!?!?!?! No actually, this is pretty much my ONLY thought... I mean, today I finally managed to stay strong and tell him for the last time that I do NOT want to be anything but friends with him at the current time. (Insert celebratory clap here). He was all okay about it. I mean, he wasn't exactly happy, but he wasn't as full on depressive as he has been lately... Which helped me deal with the situation a lot better... So I don't understand why he would've deleted me? I'm not sure if this is his way of dealing with it, or if he's going with a new strategy to win me back? Well, he's also deleted [Riot!] so I'm utterly confused right now...
It always seems like... When I finally can stop stressing over things; whether it be relationship wise or school or anything... Another things pops up straight after! I swear I haven't had a single hour where I haven't been stressing... Well, except for yesterday during the One rehearsal... I would like to thank the group of year 10's, [That Dancer Chick] (<- formally known as Tarsha till she joined the blogging world), and [Riot!] for making that happen! :) It was amazing to finally not have to stress about anything <3
But what happens the next day? I go to a shopping centre with my friends (that isn't the issue of course), only to have [Carl] come over on his break, beg me to see him after his shift, only to have us endure an awkward conversation that ended with me finally getting what I wanted... Only to come home and find he's deleted me on Facebook? I mean, the only reason this is worrying me is because I don't know the reason behind it... I assume it must be pretty big? I don't know... I'm so confused right now :/
I don't even have the guts to call him and find out! :P Yeah, I'm a massive chicken... But it means I taste good, so it's all G! ;)
Well, my fellow symphony writers, I don't have much more to write about this fine evening, so I shall bid you adieu, and go find something to do to make my mind off of current events!
~I'm thinking, what the hell?~
Saturday, 18 June 2011
Long Time No Blog...
Hello there strangers! Yes I have been away from the blogging world for quite some time! I blame the education system... You see, they swamped me with so many assignments I couldn't devote my life to anything else really... Well they're thankfully finished now and it is now school holidays! :D
"Celebrate good times, come on!"
So I just came back from a social gathering at [Tenuto Tuo]'s place... It was myself, [Tenuto], [Clearly Unfocused] and another friend of ours called [Ruska]. (Just clarifying... That is how it's spelt... Right? :S)
Sooooo, we watched Melodifestivalen from 2010 (for those clueless readers, this is the annual Swedish song competition. The winner goes on to represent Sweden in the Eurovision Song Contest. For those of you who don't know what that is... LOOK IT UP!). Anywho, [Clearly Unfocused] and I, by the end of the night, were quite high on Eric Saade... [Unfocused] isn't even keen on Eric, yet she still got high... Ehehe. That is the power of a Manboy! /Swoon/
We also discovered a couple more male singes that were rather ummm... Talented and good looking... :D
Whaaaaat?!?!?! Can't a girl have an innocent little crush on a guy (or multiple, ahem) who lives in a different country (or isn't even real *Cough* [Phantomess], [Clearly Unfocused], [GoJo] *Cough*)? I personally find there's nothing wrong with it! Hehehe...
I am so incredibly glad it's the holidays now! I mean, sure next term is going to be the most difficult, stressful term EVARRRR! What with the QCS test, along with all the other subject exams, as well as performing in One, as well as formal preparations... Ugh, it is going to be a tough term...
BUT! For the next three weeks, the only things I have to worry about is who I'm hanging out with and when! I've already got three (well two now, considering one of them was the Melodifestivalen get-together) requests to hang out with my groupies! (Y'all know who you are), and planning on hanging out with the likes of [Riot!] and [Carl] too :D I can already feel my cheeks hurting from the amount of laughter and fun I'll be experiencing... Is it sad to say I already have a silly grin on my face thinking about it? Oh well, too late now...
Or maybe the grin is because I'm thinking about Måns Zelmerlöw... I mean, pfft! I'm not thinking about him at all no... Oh dear... I have a feeling [Tenuto]'s going to kill me now... Hmmm... For some reason, this doesn't worry me... :P
Have any of you heard of the 30 Day Photo Challenge? If not, look it up... Seriously, stop expecting me to do everything for you! Anyways... I am in the process of it on Facebook. I'm up to Day 21 currently... The thing I've noticed is that I have gotten more and more slack with it as the days go by... At first it was individual pictures of people; then it went to collages (Which I made myself! Quite proud ^^); but they've now turned into random pictures I get off of Google... Yeah, nice [Miss Invisible]... That's pretty much my life story right there! :P Start off all enthusiastic like "HELLS YEAH! IMA DO THIS!", then it goes all "Eh, I cbf...". I really should look into why my work ethic has gone so down hill since... Well, since Grade 10! Yeah, I'm a lost cause... But... Shut up! I could still kick yo ass!
LOL JKS!
So [Clearly Unfocused], [Tenuto Tuo] and I are fighting on Facebook about fangirling over each other's "guys". Yeah... We're not weird at all... We each have a guy who we favour above the others, so we "get" them... Then we start bitching at each other when we feel out man is threatened... Most of the time the arguments end with us agreeing to share... :D Feeling the love! <3
So earlier today I had to go to school (WTF man... First day of holidays and I have to go school!?!?! Fml!) for One rehearsals... All participants had been there the past two days as well... The Thursday and Friday rehearsals dragged on so much... It was quite painful! >.< Though today's was actually really good! I think it was because everyone was all like "Heck yeah! Once I finish this dance/song/band piece I can go home and par-tay!". Yeah, i'm assuming everyone went off to go party it up after the rehearsal! Cause I'm cool like that, yo. I was having so much fun, to be honest I didn't want to leave... Call me sad/pathetic/etc. But I don't care! "I'm gonna lay down my burden... Down by the riverside!" <- Chamber singers FTW people! Word.
So even though I haven't blogged in three weeks, and have been itching too everyday and had so many ideas go through my head where I'd be like "ZOMG! Blog worthy!". I have finally had the chance to blog and what happens? /Mind blank/
Awesomeness...
Oh, and it doesn't help when you're being pressured by [Riot!] to write this quickly so he can satisfy his impatience and read this blog... I hope you're happy! :P
So the other night I went to see [title of show] with my girlfriends and oh my gosh! It was the most funny and heart warming thing I have ever seen! (Oh, and the male main character is totes cute, teehee!). But I mean, seriously... Who doesn't love a musical about two guys writing a musical... About two guys writing a musical! And don't forget the F-bombs, a guy jumping across stage singing "KEY CHANGE!", girl-on-girl action, lots of naughty words, toplessness, pretending to fly, metaphorical vampires, tons of supposed musical references that I got barely any of, and so much more! The saddest thing about it is that it was closing night... And I have a feeling it won't be back for quite some time... /Sadness/
That show is one of the only shows that almost made me cry! I'm the kind of person who doesn't usually cry much... So if I'm watching a movie (Recent Harry Potter one where Dobby dies...) or a musical [tos] and I'm close too, or am crying! They've done a pretty good job! Yeah, so [tos] was absolutely amazing, and I'm so glad I got to see it with my gorgeous friends! :) <3
Well... It's getting late, and I really should be catching up on the hours of sleep I lost over the past couple of weeks due to stressing and assignments... I promise there will not be another three week gap between this blog and the next mmkayy? :P Gotta love education screwing up your blogging and social life... Ugh.
Until next time, dear readers...
~Die, Vampire, Die!~
"Celebrate good times, come on!"
So I just came back from a social gathering at [Tenuto Tuo]'s place... It was myself, [Tenuto], [Clearly Unfocused] and another friend of ours called [Ruska]. (Just clarifying... That is how it's spelt... Right? :S)
Sooooo, we watched Melodifestivalen from 2010 (for those clueless readers, this is the annual Swedish song competition. The winner goes on to represent Sweden in the Eurovision Song Contest. For those of you who don't know what that is... LOOK IT UP!). Anywho, [Clearly Unfocused] and I, by the end of the night, were quite high on Eric Saade... [Unfocused] isn't even keen on Eric, yet she still got high... Ehehe. That is the power of a Manboy! /Swoon/
We also discovered a couple more male singes that were rather ummm... Talented and good looking... :D
Whaaaaat?!?!?! Can't a girl have an innocent little crush on a guy (or multiple, ahem) who lives in a different country (or isn't even real *Cough* [Phantomess], [Clearly Unfocused], [GoJo] *Cough*)? I personally find there's nothing wrong with it! Hehehe...
I am so incredibly glad it's the holidays now! I mean, sure next term is going to be the most difficult, stressful term EVARRRR! What with the QCS test, along with all the other subject exams, as well as performing in One, as well as formal preparations... Ugh, it is going to be a tough term...
BUT! For the next three weeks, the only things I have to worry about is who I'm hanging out with and when! I've already got three (well two now, considering one of them was the Melodifestivalen get-together) requests to hang out with my groupies! (Y'all know who you are), and planning on hanging out with the likes of [Riot!] and [Carl] too :D I can already feel my cheeks hurting from the amount of laughter and fun I'll be experiencing... Is it sad to say I already have a silly grin on my face thinking about it? Oh well, too late now...
Or maybe the grin is because I'm thinking about Måns Zelmerlöw... I mean, pfft! I'm not thinking about him at all no... Oh dear... I have a feeling [Tenuto]'s going to kill me now... Hmmm... For some reason, this doesn't worry me... :P
Have any of you heard of the 30 Day Photo Challenge? If not, look it up... Seriously, stop expecting me to do everything for you! Anyways... I am in the process of it on Facebook. I'm up to Day 21 currently... The thing I've noticed is that I have gotten more and more slack with it as the days go by... At first it was individual pictures of people; then it went to collages (Which I made myself! Quite proud ^^); but they've now turned into random pictures I get off of Google... Yeah, nice [Miss Invisible]... That's pretty much my life story right there! :P Start off all enthusiastic like "HELLS YEAH! IMA DO THIS!", then it goes all "Eh, I cbf...". I really should look into why my work ethic has gone so down hill since... Well, since Grade 10! Yeah, I'm a lost cause... But... Shut up! I could still kick yo ass!
LOL JKS!
So [Clearly Unfocused], [Tenuto Tuo] and I are fighting on Facebook about fangirling over each other's "guys". Yeah... We're not weird at all... We each have a guy who we favour above the others, so we "get" them... Then we start bitching at each other when we feel out man is threatened... Most of the time the arguments end with us agreeing to share... :D Feeling the love! <3
So earlier today I had to go to school (WTF man... First day of holidays and I have to go school!?!?! Fml!) for One rehearsals... All participants had been there the past two days as well... The Thursday and Friday rehearsals dragged on so much... It was quite painful! >.< Though today's was actually really good! I think it was because everyone was all like "Heck yeah! Once I finish this dance/song/band piece I can go home and par-tay!". Yeah, i'm assuming everyone went off to go party it up after the rehearsal! Cause I'm cool like that, yo. I was having so much fun, to be honest I didn't want to leave... Call me sad/pathetic/etc. But I don't care! "I'm gonna lay down my burden... Down by the riverside!" <- Chamber singers FTW people! Word.
So even though I haven't blogged in three weeks, and have been itching too everyday and had so many ideas go through my head where I'd be like "ZOMG! Blog worthy!". I have finally had the chance to blog and what happens? /Mind blank/
Awesomeness...
Oh, and it doesn't help when you're being pressured by [Riot!] to write this quickly so he can satisfy his impatience and read this blog... I hope you're happy! :P
So the other night I went to see [title of show] with my girlfriends and oh my gosh! It was the most funny and heart warming thing I have ever seen! (Oh, and the male main character is totes cute, teehee!). But I mean, seriously... Who doesn't love a musical about two guys writing a musical... About two guys writing a musical! And don't forget the F-bombs, a guy jumping across stage singing "KEY CHANGE!", girl-on-girl action, lots of naughty words, toplessness, pretending to fly, metaphorical vampires, tons of supposed musical references that I got barely any of, and so much more! The saddest thing about it is that it was closing night... And I have a feeling it won't be back for quite some time... /Sadness/
That show is one of the only shows that almost made me cry! I'm the kind of person who doesn't usually cry much... So if I'm watching a movie (Recent Harry Potter one where Dobby dies...) or a musical [tos] and I'm close too, or am crying! They've done a pretty good job! Yeah, so [tos] was absolutely amazing, and I'm so glad I got to see it with my gorgeous friends! :) <3
Well... It's getting late, and I really should be catching up on the hours of sleep I lost over the past couple of weeks due to stressing and assignments... I promise there will not be another three week gap between this blog and the next mmkayy? :P Gotta love education screwing up your blogging and social life... Ugh.
Until next time, dear readers...
~Die, Vampire, Die!~
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